Post by KJE on Mar 23, 2013 20:30:30 GMT -4
Heading into the grandest stage of them all with a record like mine is not something I enjoy thinking about. Honestly I keep wondering what I was thinking in the first place to get myself a tag partner and get involved in this match. Then... I think about Parker being across the ring, and it all makes sense. One thing that has never changed with me, was my want to be across the ring from Aubrey J. Parker. Our history goes back so far, and it has been touched on here and there, but one thing that has never been spoken about was why this hatred came about. I have racked my brain forever and I can't think of a damn thing. She and I only had one match back in the day, and that was it. Of course she defeated me, and a week later I lost in an I quit match and my career in that business was done. Hatred because she never got to face me again? Hatred because I vanished from the face of the earth? Or hatred because she knows I could have given her so much more in the ring? I will never know the answer, and maybe one day we can have a sit down and try to figure it all out, but for now... that is not an option. For now I have to focus on one thing only... and that is my Hatred for Aubrey J. Parker, and the want and need to take the titles from her and Logan Alexander.
Logan seems to think this has all come out of no where, and that is not the case. The second Parker had found out I was a member of the APW roster she attacked me and started this all up. As usual Logan is getting attacked because of his association with the woman. If he was a smart man, he would kick her to the curb because his life... his career would be so much less of a hassle. He would be able to focus on himself instead of who will be coming after him next. It's rather simple honestly. Get rid of the problem, and his life would be a lot less hectic.
As far as Hopkins and Bailey are concerned... they had the wrong set of opponents for Rasslemania. I made it known I wanted Parker, and I would do anything to get it done. They should have sat back and let me have my time with Parker and jumped in after. I guess everyone has to learn sooner or later... and sadly, they don't get the chance to sit back... they have to deal with the action now. Good luck boys.. you will need it.
-Hours Later-
It had been a busy day, but I made sure to write my thoughts down on my blog before getting out and doing what I had to do. I figured if I never made it in front of a camera at least that much would have been known. Now as I stand here having just gotten dressed after showering, I find my head flooded with thoughts.
“I find it hilarious when I go back and look at the things that have been said regarding myself and you.”
“They are all a joke, so it makes sense.”
“I couldn't agree with you more. Half of the fools are thinking we are sleeping together, and the rest are just running their mouths saying how we are not a team. Why? Because we are not up one anothers asses twenty four seven? Got to love all the hate coming my way for not coming down to the ring to help you out at all during your matches.”
I laughed softly while tossing my hair up in a rather messy pony tail. I was feeling rather good after training for the match at Rasslemania with Christian, and I was positive that we were both ready for this more than we have been ready for any other match as a team. Sure we grouped together because of a mutual hate for M&M, but contrary to what others might think... We do know how to work together as a team, and it will show.
“You don't have to explain yourself to anyone, remember that.”
“Oh I know. We know what we are doing, and we don't need the approval of anyone. That's the best thing about teaming with you... We have the same views, want the same things, and are willing to do whatever it takes.”
“That's the damn truth there. Don't sweat over anything. Get your rest and we will meet up again before heading into the arena.”
“Sounds good man. I'm going to go meet up with Kash for a bit before crashing, but I will make sure I am ready for anything and everything. It's time to show everyone what we are capable of, and not through attacks behind. Granted... they are enjoyable.”
I laughed as I tossed my bag over my shoulder and started to walk out of the building. Training with Kane was easy. Everything came naturally and we were able to work together quite well. He made my confidence level rise, and I was grateful for that.
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“One thing I never really cared for was other peoples opinions. People can say whatever the fuck they want about me but in the end the only thing that matters is my opinion of myself, and I have no shame in anything I have done. Of course my opponents are going to try and nit pick at everything I say and do to get a rouse from me... but all they are doing is wasting their time because it's not going to happen.
What are they expecting? Logan runs his mouth saying how I am nothing basically and he has beaten me over and over again in the ring so I have no chance to beat him. He says I am a coward because I attack people from behind. Please. Anyone who had half a brain would know that taking advantage of the situation to get the upper hand was and will always be a great thing. Logan is just pissed off that he didn't think of it first.
What you need to do Logan is worry about yourself. Sure you have a hard enough time doing that because you are so worried about Parker and who is coming after her next, but remember something... all the shit you have coming your way... is because of her. Parker is the one everyone wants. You just happen to be the partner at her side. She knows you wont let harm come to her and she is using you to her advantage. You are saving her... and for what? For the heat to come your way as well? All you had to do was sit back and mind your own business but instead you come and stick your nose where it don't belong. It's all good man. I have no problem stepping into the ring with you time and time again. Honestly, you are making me a better wrestler. Every time I step into the ring with you again I know I have to come even harder than I did before. I should be thanking Management for giving me the opportunity. Hey... win or lose I am growing in the ring. Don't get me wrong though.. I am out to win.
You want me to leave you alone once and for all Logan... fine. Get rid of Parker. She is holding you back anyway, so why keep her by your side? You keep her close to you... and you will wind up with your career over real soon. Granted you wont take any advice from me... but it's out there now. Do with it as you will man. But know once thing... no matter what.. You have Kane and I going after you... and now Hopkins and Bailey because of the attack on them in the parking lot. When people want Parker.... just let it go, and let her handle her own battles. She loves getting into them...let her deal with them on her own.
Right Parker?”
I can never stop smirking when talking about Parker. The woman gets under my skin and makes my blood crawl. I really have no clue why either, but it works. The hatred between the two of us is so real, and neither of us know where it came from... or if it will ever go away. One thing I know for sure... no matter what happens at RassleMania... I will be seeing Parker in the ring again.. because I want her one on one. Fuck everyone else.
“No offence chick, but honestly... you need to slow down, and choose your battles wisely. You have four people who would love nothing more than to smash your face in right about now, and well... you have done it yourself 'ya know? Sure I might have given Hopkins and Bailey a reason to want to attack me outside of it being a match.... but its you everyone wants the most. You are our fire Parker. Without you... this match would be a dud. Don't take that to the head too much now... I just mean without you in the match it wouldn't be as fun... because it's always fun to go against someone you can not stand rather than someone you could give or take. We have history Parker, and thats what makes this so much more than any other match.
However, it's not the match I want with you. I want you one on one... and I will make sure it happens soon enough. This will end between us... Either that or one of us will be having a little accident that will keep us from the ring perminently. This is not the time and place to be holding hands and making friends, this is the time to step it up and go for what I want more than anything else, and that is to strip you of that gold around your waist.
One way or another it will happen... and honestly.. I wouldn't even care if The Dying Breed were to walk away with the titles. This is about making sure YOU don't have it around your waist in the end sweetheart.
I have choosen my battles, you have choosen an all out war... and it's exactly what you will get.”
I knew I couldn't get carried away with Parker. There was so much I could say in regards to her but I had other people to worry about as well. There was another team here that needed to be mentioned... and they were a threat just as much as M&M.
“I guess Kane and myself haven't really made friends when it comes to The Dying Breed seeing as we felt the need to attack them when they least expected it. Whoops? You all seem to have a problem with that... seem to think that we don't deserve to be in this match at all, but guess what... Reginald seems to disagree with that. Kane and I know what needs to be done in order to get noticed... and just because you don't like our methods doesn't mean you bitch and complain about it. Guess what... it don't work that way.
I have been in the wrestling business for a long time, and I have always known how to get noticed. I have never claimed to be a good girl, or to be nice... I am and have always been a Bitch, and I look out for ME, and only me. Sure... now I have Kane working by my side, but we are still singles wrestlers first and foremost and we both want to make sure we have a career. Maybe we don't save one another because we both have the same mindframe... we think about protecting ourselves. When it comes to the titles though... M&M... and The Dying Breed.... we have the same mind trend.
Hopkins. Bailey. You two are in a position you really don't want to be in. You are standing across the ring from M&M and Kane and myself. People like you can discredit me all you want, and say I have done nothing to earn this shot... but I couldn't give two shit about it.
Fact of the matter is, I am here... and you need to realize that I am not going anywhere.
Hopkins. You aint nothing more than a chicken with his head cut off right now. Parker has sent you into a frenzy, and I don't see you getting your shit together any time soon. You are a hot mess right now. Broken. Weak. You are going to fall apart in that ring... and you will be broken into smaller pieces. You should do the smart thing and just stay out of the ring this week. Stay away from the arena, because you wont be walking away unharmed.
Bailey, you have your head in the clouds. You are playing right into the hand that Parker wanted you to be in. She got you all hot and bothered and now you can't focus straight. What are you going to do if she uses those same tactics this week? I wont let you get pinned and cost me a title shot.
I don't have time for fun and games. This is about walking away with the title around any waist besides Parker and Alexander's. I want to win this match. I want to take the gold right out from under everyones eyes. I plan to get in the ring and give it my all... and one way or another... I will be leaving with a smile on my face... because if I don't get the gold... I will be leaving with Blood.”
Logan seems to think this has all come out of no where, and that is not the case. The second Parker had found out I was a member of the APW roster she attacked me and started this all up. As usual Logan is getting attacked because of his association with the woman. If he was a smart man, he would kick her to the curb because his life... his career would be so much less of a hassle. He would be able to focus on himself instead of who will be coming after him next. It's rather simple honestly. Get rid of the problem, and his life would be a lot less hectic.
As far as Hopkins and Bailey are concerned... they had the wrong set of opponents for Rasslemania. I made it known I wanted Parker, and I would do anything to get it done. They should have sat back and let me have my time with Parker and jumped in after. I guess everyone has to learn sooner or later... and sadly, they don't get the chance to sit back... they have to deal with the action now. Good luck boys.. you will need it.
-Hours Later-
It had been a busy day, but I made sure to write my thoughts down on my blog before getting out and doing what I had to do. I figured if I never made it in front of a camera at least that much would have been known. Now as I stand here having just gotten dressed after showering, I find my head flooded with thoughts.
“I find it hilarious when I go back and look at the things that have been said regarding myself and you.”
“They are all a joke, so it makes sense.”
“I couldn't agree with you more. Half of the fools are thinking we are sleeping together, and the rest are just running their mouths saying how we are not a team. Why? Because we are not up one anothers asses twenty four seven? Got to love all the hate coming my way for not coming down to the ring to help you out at all during your matches.”
I laughed softly while tossing my hair up in a rather messy pony tail. I was feeling rather good after training for the match at Rasslemania with Christian, and I was positive that we were both ready for this more than we have been ready for any other match as a team. Sure we grouped together because of a mutual hate for M&M, but contrary to what others might think... We do know how to work together as a team, and it will show.
“You don't have to explain yourself to anyone, remember that.”
“Oh I know. We know what we are doing, and we don't need the approval of anyone. That's the best thing about teaming with you... We have the same views, want the same things, and are willing to do whatever it takes.”
“That's the damn truth there. Don't sweat over anything. Get your rest and we will meet up again before heading into the arena.”
“Sounds good man. I'm going to go meet up with Kash for a bit before crashing, but I will make sure I am ready for anything and everything. It's time to show everyone what we are capable of, and not through attacks behind. Granted... they are enjoyable.”
I laughed as I tossed my bag over my shoulder and started to walk out of the building. Training with Kane was easy. Everything came naturally and we were able to work together quite well. He made my confidence level rise, and I was grateful for that.
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“One thing I never really cared for was other peoples opinions. People can say whatever the fuck they want about me but in the end the only thing that matters is my opinion of myself, and I have no shame in anything I have done. Of course my opponents are going to try and nit pick at everything I say and do to get a rouse from me... but all they are doing is wasting their time because it's not going to happen.
What are they expecting? Logan runs his mouth saying how I am nothing basically and he has beaten me over and over again in the ring so I have no chance to beat him. He says I am a coward because I attack people from behind. Please. Anyone who had half a brain would know that taking advantage of the situation to get the upper hand was and will always be a great thing. Logan is just pissed off that he didn't think of it first.
What you need to do Logan is worry about yourself. Sure you have a hard enough time doing that because you are so worried about Parker and who is coming after her next, but remember something... all the shit you have coming your way... is because of her. Parker is the one everyone wants. You just happen to be the partner at her side. She knows you wont let harm come to her and she is using you to her advantage. You are saving her... and for what? For the heat to come your way as well? All you had to do was sit back and mind your own business but instead you come and stick your nose where it don't belong. It's all good man. I have no problem stepping into the ring with you time and time again. Honestly, you are making me a better wrestler. Every time I step into the ring with you again I know I have to come even harder than I did before. I should be thanking Management for giving me the opportunity. Hey... win or lose I am growing in the ring. Don't get me wrong though.. I am out to win.
You want me to leave you alone once and for all Logan... fine. Get rid of Parker. She is holding you back anyway, so why keep her by your side? You keep her close to you... and you will wind up with your career over real soon. Granted you wont take any advice from me... but it's out there now. Do with it as you will man. But know once thing... no matter what.. You have Kane and I going after you... and now Hopkins and Bailey because of the attack on them in the parking lot. When people want Parker.... just let it go, and let her handle her own battles. She loves getting into them...let her deal with them on her own.
Right Parker?”
I can never stop smirking when talking about Parker. The woman gets under my skin and makes my blood crawl. I really have no clue why either, but it works. The hatred between the two of us is so real, and neither of us know where it came from... or if it will ever go away. One thing I know for sure... no matter what happens at RassleMania... I will be seeing Parker in the ring again.. because I want her one on one. Fuck everyone else.
“No offence chick, but honestly... you need to slow down, and choose your battles wisely. You have four people who would love nothing more than to smash your face in right about now, and well... you have done it yourself 'ya know? Sure I might have given Hopkins and Bailey a reason to want to attack me outside of it being a match.... but its you everyone wants the most. You are our fire Parker. Without you... this match would be a dud. Don't take that to the head too much now... I just mean without you in the match it wouldn't be as fun... because it's always fun to go against someone you can not stand rather than someone you could give or take. We have history Parker, and thats what makes this so much more than any other match.
However, it's not the match I want with you. I want you one on one... and I will make sure it happens soon enough. This will end between us... Either that or one of us will be having a little accident that will keep us from the ring perminently. This is not the time and place to be holding hands and making friends, this is the time to step it up and go for what I want more than anything else, and that is to strip you of that gold around your waist.
One way or another it will happen... and honestly.. I wouldn't even care if The Dying Breed were to walk away with the titles. This is about making sure YOU don't have it around your waist in the end sweetheart.
I have choosen my battles, you have choosen an all out war... and it's exactly what you will get.”
I knew I couldn't get carried away with Parker. There was so much I could say in regards to her but I had other people to worry about as well. There was another team here that needed to be mentioned... and they were a threat just as much as M&M.
“I guess Kane and myself haven't really made friends when it comes to The Dying Breed seeing as we felt the need to attack them when they least expected it. Whoops? You all seem to have a problem with that... seem to think that we don't deserve to be in this match at all, but guess what... Reginald seems to disagree with that. Kane and I know what needs to be done in order to get noticed... and just because you don't like our methods doesn't mean you bitch and complain about it. Guess what... it don't work that way.
I have been in the wrestling business for a long time, and I have always known how to get noticed. I have never claimed to be a good girl, or to be nice... I am and have always been a Bitch, and I look out for ME, and only me. Sure... now I have Kane working by my side, but we are still singles wrestlers first and foremost and we both want to make sure we have a career. Maybe we don't save one another because we both have the same mindframe... we think about protecting ourselves. When it comes to the titles though... M&M... and The Dying Breed.... we have the same mind trend.
Hopkins. Bailey. You two are in a position you really don't want to be in. You are standing across the ring from M&M and Kane and myself. People like you can discredit me all you want, and say I have done nothing to earn this shot... but I couldn't give two shit about it.
Fact of the matter is, I am here... and you need to realize that I am not going anywhere.
Hopkins. You aint nothing more than a chicken with his head cut off right now. Parker has sent you into a frenzy, and I don't see you getting your shit together any time soon. You are a hot mess right now. Broken. Weak. You are going to fall apart in that ring... and you will be broken into smaller pieces. You should do the smart thing and just stay out of the ring this week. Stay away from the arena, because you wont be walking away unharmed.
Bailey, you have your head in the clouds. You are playing right into the hand that Parker wanted you to be in. She got you all hot and bothered and now you can't focus straight. What are you going to do if she uses those same tactics this week? I wont let you get pinned and cost me a title shot.
I don't have time for fun and games. This is about walking away with the title around any waist besides Parker and Alexander's. I want to win this match. I want to take the gold right out from under everyones eyes. I plan to get in the ring and give it my all... and one way or another... I will be leaving with a smile on my face... because if I don't get the gold... I will be leaving with Blood.”
