Post by KJE on Apr 20, 2013 23:21:30 GMT -4
Spending such little time with Kash before Asylum was great, and worth it. I have the confidence I was lacking heading into this match with Logan Alexander, but now... I have no lack in that area. Now if only I could get Kash to stop thinking something was going on with Christian Kane and I. Don't get me wrong... Kane is a great guy, and a joy to be around, but we are just partners in the tag division. Nothing more. So many people want to think there is more to Sex and the Kitty (as everyone is calling us) than there really is, and honestly, if we were to pay attention to every rumor running around... our heads would probably explode. Now if only Jason would get his head from thinking that way, things would be great. I can deal with that when we meet up after Asylum to really spend some time together. More than just a quick meal between running here and there.
We might have busy schedules, but we both know that and knew it long before feeling got involved. People might not understand, and they don't have to. Now that I am making a name for myself, and Kash isn't the one by my side while I am in the ring... I can work on seeing what is going on with us outside of the business. I have that time, and I am looking forward to it.
”You ever stop to wonder what life would be like if you sat there and dwelled on what every person had to say about you? If you were to change yourself to suit the likes of others? Yeah... It's not something worth doing. Honestly, if people don't like me for who I am, they can get the fuck out of my life.
I live my life the way I want to live it, and no one is going to change that. I get in the ring every show and do what I can, putting my body on the line each and every time to entertain these so called fans who sit there and judge every little thing I do, in and out of the ring.
Don't like what I do in the ring? Change the damn channel!
Don't like what I do out of the ring... Fuck off because I don't give a damn.”
Logan was not the only one I was getting the attention of this week... I was making sure everyone knew I was doing me.
Nothing more.
Nothing less.
”You know, looking back at what Logan had to say when opening his mouth this week... I guess I should say thanks for the congratulation you sent my way but... it was not real. It was nothing more than a word coming out of your mouth because you were trying to make yourself look good in everyone else eye. I can see past that shit and see your sarcasm shining through Logan. I don't need your anything. More so not your opinion of what you think is a miracle on my part.
He says that I haven't won anything until now match wise which just goes to show that he knows nothing about me and my career. Sure the losses outnumber the wins, but Parker is not the first I have pinned here in APW, and she will not be the last. I can promise you that.
As for Parker... I took everything from her. Me beating her in the ring proves that she is Not better than me like she continued to claim she was. Don't get me wrong she is a great wrestler, but counting me out was the worst thing she could have ever done.”
If there was one thing I have come to learn about Logan... it was that I would never respect him. His whole attitude was shit, and if I had things my way I would never have to see him again.
”You know Logan, as I sit here in my truck, I got to thinking. How does it feel for you to be a passenger in the world of Aubrey J. Parker? I remember the old days. I remember how she used to be nothing more than a nobody. You gave her a little space to breathe... and now look what happened. Look at how she has grown. It went from you and the boys walking all over her, to her controlling you.
You can't deny it either Logan.. as much as you want to, you know deep down everything I am saying is beyond true. You made Parker the beast she is today. Granted she isn't the brightest bulb around because if I were in her position... I would have treated you exactly how you did her... but either way... you are a puppet here Logan.
You are a puppet and she is pulling the strings. You had better hope for your sake that she allows you to win this week, and doesn't have you laying down on the canvas letting me get the pin because she was pinned... by me.
What I really want to get into is one of the things you said most recently... I have to talk about the way you're cryin' like a little bitch every got damn time because of all these conspiracies against you. Get over your damn self. Winning matches is not the only damn thing to get you shots at titles. You need to be someone that the people want to see... and you just don't have it anymore. It's time for fresh talent to have their runs here in APW, so sit down and shut up while everyone else enjoys their ride... don't worry grandpa, your time might come around again... sooner or later.
For this week however, don't you worry your pretty little head about who will be coming to the ring with me. I have no surprises in store for you. I told you before... I did what I set out to do. You and Parker have nothing. No belts are around your waists anymore, and that's what it was all about. I could give two shits about holding a title myself... so long as it's not either of you that have it, I am a happy camper.
What you need to do is put your focus into you, and keep it off of me. If you stop worrying about what I do, and what I am getting so called handed in this business, you might be getting somewhere outside of running away with Parker because she pissed someone off. You need to worry about you for a change... plain and simple.”
I should be feeling great having someone focused on me that much... but I can't stand it. It honestly makes me sick to my stomach. It's like an obsession, and he is not getting over it any time soon. How long ago did he sit there and say he was done with me? Now look at him... look at how bad he wants to get in the ring... to prove himself? Prove what? He beat me already. It's me that has the proving to do.
”You ran your mouth telling me how I need to prove that I am a champion. That I have to do this and do that. I don't need to prove shit. I am a champion right now... and as much as you hate it... this match is not for the title. I don't give a damn if you pin me in the ring or not. I won't say I will beat you this week... but I am saying you will have to work your ass off if you want a win. I am hungry Logan... hungry for wins, and this week you happen to be my opponent. You say that I am over confident or some shit because I have the title now? You obviously have not paid a single attention to anything I have said...
I am not over confident. I am not walking into this match expecting to walk away with the win. I know what my chances are against you Logan. That's the difference here. I am not Jair Hopkins. I am not making the same mistake he did... but YOU are.
You are making the same mistake Aubrey did. You are so confident that you are walking away from this match with the win because you have bested me every time before.... Parker did it too... look where it got her. Don't set yourself up in the same trap grandpa. Don't be a fool. Expect the unexpected so there are no surprises. Expect to lose, so if it happens... you won't be as disappointed.
I said before I have been training with someone.... and like I said, no one needs to know who. I have been perfecting my skill, and you had better believe it's going to show.”
This little war I started was the best thing I could do. While Parker started it verbally, I am the one who attacked first. I am the one who drew blood. This was my call. This is my time. I will be damned if I am going to let anyone ruin it. He claims it's over when he says it is but that is not the truth at all. He thinks I want to run and hide? Far from the truth. I am ready for war. M&M does not scare me. I have no plans to walk away. I don't start anything that I can't finish or handle. This is a war I love being apart of... and the longer it continues, the better it is for me. My name is known... and as much as I hate it... M&M had everything to do with it.
”Our worlds will colide once more this week, and then who knows how long before we meet again. Honestly, it doesn't matter. All that matters is what's going on right now. Right now, this is one on one. If you come to the ring with anything up your sleeve, all you are doing is showing that you fear me Logan. You don't have to admit it... your actions speak louder than words.
I am set and ready to go. I have been working for this for a long time... and I know I am getting better week in and week out. I am not worried about you like I used to be. What happens is going to happen. One thing that sets us apart though....
Don't count your chickens before they hatch grandpa. I have a few things up my sleeve that you will not be ready for... and no, it wont be any sneak attacks, or weapons of any sort. I am ready to show the kind of competitor I truly am. Parker was my first mark, and its just a blessing that you are the second. You say a win over either if not both of you means nothing... but it means everything. I did the impossible for me. I beat Parker. I might beat you. It's proof that I am getting stronger...
all you are doing is shriveling up. Better get yours in while you still can.”
I found myself smirking. I was satisfied with what I had said, and I was ready more than ever to step into the ring against Logan Alexander one more time. They say everything happens for a reason... it's time to show them what the reason is. I am KJE. I am the Perfect Ten. Believe that, because I am perfection at its finest, and with the gold around my waist I am beyond flawless. Woooooooooo!
"How's it gonna taste if I beat you in the ring Logan? Think about that and let it simmer."
We might have busy schedules, but we both know that and knew it long before feeling got involved. People might not understand, and they don't have to. Now that I am making a name for myself, and Kash isn't the one by my side while I am in the ring... I can work on seeing what is going on with us outside of the business. I have that time, and I am looking forward to it.
”You ever stop to wonder what life would be like if you sat there and dwelled on what every person had to say about you? If you were to change yourself to suit the likes of others? Yeah... It's not something worth doing. Honestly, if people don't like me for who I am, they can get the fuck out of my life.
I live my life the way I want to live it, and no one is going to change that. I get in the ring every show and do what I can, putting my body on the line each and every time to entertain these so called fans who sit there and judge every little thing I do, in and out of the ring.
Don't like what I do in the ring? Change the damn channel!
Don't like what I do out of the ring... Fuck off because I don't give a damn.”
Logan was not the only one I was getting the attention of this week... I was making sure everyone knew I was doing me.
Nothing more.
Nothing less.
”You know, looking back at what Logan had to say when opening his mouth this week... I guess I should say thanks for the congratulation you sent my way but... it was not real. It was nothing more than a word coming out of your mouth because you were trying to make yourself look good in everyone else eye. I can see past that shit and see your sarcasm shining through Logan. I don't need your anything. More so not your opinion of what you think is a miracle on my part.
He says that I haven't won anything until now match wise which just goes to show that he knows nothing about me and my career. Sure the losses outnumber the wins, but Parker is not the first I have pinned here in APW, and she will not be the last. I can promise you that.
As for Parker... I took everything from her. Me beating her in the ring proves that she is Not better than me like she continued to claim she was. Don't get me wrong she is a great wrestler, but counting me out was the worst thing she could have ever done.”
If there was one thing I have come to learn about Logan... it was that I would never respect him. His whole attitude was shit, and if I had things my way I would never have to see him again.
”You know Logan, as I sit here in my truck, I got to thinking. How does it feel for you to be a passenger in the world of Aubrey J. Parker? I remember the old days. I remember how she used to be nothing more than a nobody. You gave her a little space to breathe... and now look what happened. Look at how she has grown. It went from you and the boys walking all over her, to her controlling you.
You can't deny it either Logan.. as much as you want to, you know deep down everything I am saying is beyond true. You made Parker the beast she is today. Granted she isn't the brightest bulb around because if I were in her position... I would have treated you exactly how you did her... but either way... you are a puppet here Logan.
You are a puppet and she is pulling the strings. You had better hope for your sake that she allows you to win this week, and doesn't have you laying down on the canvas letting me get the pin because she was pinned... by me.
What I really want to get into is one of the things you said most recently... I have to talk about the way you're cryin' like a little bitch every got damn time because of all these conspiracies against you. Get over your damn self. Winning matches is not the only damn thing to get you shots at titles. You need to be someone that the people want to see... and you just don't have it anymore. It's time for fresh talent to have their runs here in APW, so sit down and shut up while everyone else enjoys their ride... don't worry grandpa, your time might come around again... sooner or later.
For this week however, don't you worry your pretty little head about who will be coming to the ring with me. I have no surprises in store for you. I told you before... I did what I set out to do. You and Parker have nothing. No belts are around your waists anymore, and that's what it was all about. I could give two shits about holding a title myself... so long as it's not either of you that have it, I am a happy camper.
What you need to do is put your focus into you, and keep it off of me. If you stop worrying about what I do, and what I am getting so called handed in this business, you might be getting somewhere outside of running away with Parker because she pissed someone off. You need to worry about you for a change... plain and simple.”
I should be feeling great having someone focused on me that much... but I can't stand it. It honestly makes me sick to my stomach. It's like an obsession, and he is not getting over it any time soon. How long ago did he sit there and say he was done with me? Now look at him... look at how bad he wants to get in the ring... to prove himself? Prove what? He beat me already. It's me that has the proving to do.
”You ran your mouth telling me how I need to prove that I am a champion. That I have to do this and do that. I don't need to prove shit. I am a champion right now... and as much as you hate it... this match is not for the title. I don't give a damn if you pin me in the ring or not. I won't say I will beat you this week... but I am saying you will have to work your ass off if you want a win. I am hungry Logan... hungry for wins, and this week you happen to be my opponent. You say that I am over confident or some shit because I have the title now? You obviously have not paid a single attention to anything I have said...
I am not over confident. I am not walking into this match expecting to walk away with the win. I know what my chances are against you Logan. That's the difference here. I am not Jair Hopkins. I am not making the same mistake he did... but YOU are.
You are making the same mistake Aubrey did. You are so confident that you are walking away from this match with the win because you have bested me every time before.... Parker did it too... look where it got her. Don't set yourself up in the same trap grandpa. Don't be a fool. Expect the unexpected so there are no surprises. Expect to lose, so if it happens... you won't be as disappointed.
I said before I have been training with someone.... and like I said, no one needs to know who. I have been perfecting my skill, and you had better believe it's going to show.”
This little war I started was the best thing I could do. While Parker started it verbally, I am the one who attacked first. I am the one who drew blood. This was my call. This is my time. I will be damned if I am going to let anyone ruin it. He claims it's over when he says it is but that is not the truth at all. He thinks I want to run and hide? Far from the truth. I am ready for war. M&M does not scare me. I have no plans to walk away. I don't start anything that I can't finish or handle. This is a war I love being apart of... and the longer it continues, the better it is for me. My name is known... and as much as I hate it... M&M had everything to do with it.
”Our worlds will colide once more this week, and then who knows how long before we meet again. Honestly, it doesn't matter. All that matters is what's going on right now. Right now, this is one on one. If you come to the ring with anything up your sleeve, all you are doing is showing that you fear me Logan. You don't have to admit it... your actions speak louder than words.
I am set and ready to go. I have been working for this for a long time... and I know I am getting better week in and week out. I am not worried about you like I used to be. What happens is going to happen. One thing that sets us apart though....
If I lose...
I wont be cryin' like a bitch.
This is not a conspiracy.
This is the way it was meant to be.
Suck it up. Deal with it. Move on.
I wont be cryin' like a bitch.
This is not a conspiracy.
This is the way it was meant to be.
Suck it up. Deal with it. Move on.
Don't count your chickens before they hatch grandpa. I have a few things up my sleeve that you will not be ready for... and no, it wont be any sneak attacks, or weapons of any sort. I am ready to show the kind of competitor I truly am. Parker was my first mark, and its just a blessing that you are the second. You say a win over either if not both of you means nothing... but it means everything. I did the impossible for me. I beat Parker. I might beat you. It's proof that I am getting stronger...
all you are doing is shriveling up. Better get yours in while you still can.”
I found myself smirking. I was satisfied with what I had said, and I was ready more than ever to step into the ring against Logan Alexander one more time. They say everything happens for a reason... it's time to show them what the reason is. I am KJE. I am the Perfect Ten. Believe that, because I am perfection at its finest, and with the gold around my waist I am beyond flawless. Woooooooooo!
"How's it gonna taste if I beat you in the ring Logan? Think about that and let it simmer."
