Post by Jason Cashe on Jun 20, 2013 2:16:39 GMT -4
(*KJE Co-Wrote this, her style is mixed with mine to show the two sides. Purely Character Development. Bailey ignore the compliments)
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Jason Kash: All I know dude is I can't wait to get up and walk around again.
Reaver: Hahahehe! You really can't feel nothing in your right leg? Can you feel this?
Jason Kash: No.
Reaver: Hahahehe! That's awesome..
He wasn't feeling awesome at all anymore. He had a few visitors a few days ago but not the ONE he wanted. He tried to stop thinking about it, it really wasn't her fault even though he wanted her to feel bad about it. Not once showing Reaver his hurt inside, he has kept on a smile. Reaver has kept himself on Guard duty in case Michael Lively showed up. It was Lively's idea to go and visit Jair Hopkins so it wasn't out of the question now. A nurse comes into the room and Reaver backs away from the foot of the bed as she brings Jason a drink with a straw.
Nurse: Here ya go sweetie, also I believe you have a visitor coming up shortly.
Quickly Reaver heads to the door as Kash's eyebrows raise up as he pulls some of the fruit juice through the straw. He swallows the mouth full and reaches the cup over, putting it to the side table as his eyes keep on the door. The nurse leaves and Reaver nods at Kash as he exits the room and shuts the door behind him, waiting for this "Visitor" to arrive..
Kaylyn spent time thinking before she decided to actually go to the hospital. Hell, as far as she was concerned she didn't owe Jason a damn thing. After all, it was he who decided they were not meant to be together, so why should she try anymore to patch anything up?
The only reason she finally showed up, was because of the guilt that kept eating away at her. She told him to jump off a roof... low and behold, he did it. Entering the hall from the elevator Kay made her way down to the room where Jason was. Reaver had seen her coming and stepped outside, out of Jason's view going to stop her.
Reaver: Hahahahehehe no way. You can't go in there.
Kaylyn raised a brow before going into her pocket and pulling out a handful of candy. Reaver's eyes lit up and he stepped aside before taking the candy from her and heading off.
Kaylyn shook her head. Too easy. If Reaver were to let anyone else by so easily, she would have a problem with it. Kay stood there silent for a moment before stepping over to the door and leaning against the frame, not really looking at him yet.
KJE: So, you had to jump, didn't you?
He thought to play asleep as the door slowly opened. Then he heard her voice and was forced to look over at her. Stunning as always, he hated still wanting her just on a second glance. He nodded at her as she approached his bed. He felt naked even with the gown covering his body and the thin sheet over that.
Jason Kash: I--
Sticking his head into the room, Reaver has a mouth full of candy in his cheek. Chewing away his mouth glistens with sugar saliva as he tries to explain.
Reaver: Sorry man...she hit me? I'll just close this door..
He looks at her, he can't tell if she's mad or just wants to hit him while he's down.
Jason Kash: Hi...How are you doing?
Kaylyn glared at him before sitting down at the edge of his bed looking at him.
KJE: I don't know, why don't you tell me how I am? I mean, first, I have all this to deal with, then... of all the times to listen to me... it's to jump off a fucking roof? What the hell is going on Jason? Why would you...?
She was fuming, that much was obvious, but the fact that she was here alone showed that she cared.
Jason Kash: I wasn't TRYING to fall! I had a rough night..Heh, a few rough nights I guess. I've been a mess. I just slipped, I was high so it's not a big shocker. Just coincidence is all..I was high and wanted to get Higher!
He laughs but it's filled with discomfort as he grabs his ribs. His right leg still with no feeling in it. Test results should be out tomorrow so he has worry over that as well as everything else that has bugged him. Staring at her, her eyes, the smell that has followed her into the room. He knew at least SOME of him still worked..
Kaylyn sat there silent for a few moments, staring down at the floor, before finally looking over at him.
KJE: I don't get you Jason. It's like you're two different people anymore, and I will be honest with you.. I can't stand it. One minute everything is great, the next you are picking fights. You can't deny it either. You have been picking fights with me for weeks... and I don't know what to do anymore at this point.
Wanting to just tell her, he finds himself holding back. Laying his head back against his pillow he just inhales through his nose, wanting to savor that smell. Then he just comes out with it.
Jason Kash: I wasn't good enough and I hate that...When you needed help, when you needed assistance you went to someone else. I might have got hurt defending you, fighting with you but at least then it'd have been us. Together. I've tried to hate you Kay...I just can't..
He looks away from her as emotions build. As he swallows them away he rolls his neck slowly in a stretch. His eyes afraid to look in her direction. Jokingly he'd probably say because she'd turn him to stone. He knew he still cared, maybe more than that. He just had a hard time expressing that, he's suppose to be the tough reckless guy everyone knows him to be.
KJE: I understand you might hate me for that. I know you might not ever understand why I did things the way I did, and I know being you, and the way you are, it might be difficult to understand, but it was for the best. If I had called you to my aid, I would have been driving myself in sane if you were hurt at my expense. I would have been eaten away by guilt... just like I am right now because you "jumped".
She stated bringing her hands up to quote the word.
KJE: I don't know what to do with you Jason.
Being his usual smart ass self he had a few ideas and couldn't help but grin and say at least one of them.
Jason Kash: I do enjoy Sponge Baths...Joking
They both share a laugh, Kay gives him a slight nudge to his left leg. His smile fades as he finds himself having missed her being around.
Jason Kash: I understand what you're saying though. I don't wanna fight about it anymore. I go out there and fight regardless so if I'm hurt fighting with you, for you, against you..I'm still fighting. I just thought I was gonna lose you anyways so I pulled the trigger thinking it wouldn't have matter...Boy was I wrong! Fucked me up losing you..
He inhales deeply and pain shoots through his rib cage. He flinches and grunts.
Kay tried to ignore the pain he was in, and just spoke acting as if she hadn't noticed.
KJE: You are always reacting so fast, and thinking too much. That's your problem. Don't over think this. Don't over think anything. Things were great between us. The distance didn't matter, nothing did. We made it work... and then I came home to... well.. you know.
Kaylyn sighed and rested her hand on his leg.
KJE: I don't like the path you have been going down. Not at all...
He slowly adjusts to where he can reach down and grab her hand. He grunts from the pain but pushes through it. Not sure what or why he'd do this, if she rejected him who knows how it could effect him. He was smitten without question. She was everything to him and not until he lost her did he realize that.
Jason Kash: I'm addicted to a lot of things. Marijuana, Action, playing Dominos when someone wants to actually play me but when I lost you, when I FUCKED UP...I realized I am also craving you. I miss you like crazy..I don't know what I can do to make it up, to erase the past, my mistakes but..I just want you to know that regardless, I do love you. This mushy shit ain't my thing, these emotions. It's a weakness that I have pushed and picked at others for having. Bailey a main one, I took his weak state and if it was even remotely as close to how I've felt..I owe that man more than an apology. I---I---I'm sorry Kay..
Biting his upper lip, it increases a bit inward where his empty gap is located. Finally he goes to release her hand after stroking the back of it with his thumb.
It was hard not to show any emotion at all but she was trying her best.
KJE: You know, you can't just sit there and make all these decisions, and think everything will be okay once you realize you were wrong. That's not how things work... and if you do this when things are good... what are you going to do if a real issue arises? Run away?
You know me Jason... I have and always will be faithful when with someone. I don't care who you might see my flirt with, you KNOW I am not doing a damn thing. I don't understand this. You knew I was a flirt before we got together. You do the same thing, and we both would give each other hell about it. That's all there was too it. Nothing more, nothing less.
What you need to do right now, is get better. You have a big match coming up, and the last thing you need is to go in there weak. You're better then that. Get your shit into gear, and we can talk about everything else when the timing is better. I know you don't like the decisions I have made... but you know I have always been one to make business decisions that were best for me... no matter what anyone else thought about them. You either trust me or you don't. That's all there is too it.
Shaking his head, he doesn't even wanna bother with most of what she is saying. There was no reason to argue about it any further.
Jason Kash: I'm beyond all that now..I didn't jump, I fell. I'll be prepared for my match, IF I can wrestle. Sitting here in this fucking hospital with only my thoughts and video games to occupy my time. I know what I want now and I want you apart of that but you made decisions for you and I won't interfere with that. I can't make you be here and with time I can move on. I'd..I'd just rather not and I know that now!
Licking his lips, Kash rubs his face and scratches the back of his head.
Jason Kash: As for the flirting? Heh. I wouldn't think twice of saying a thing if something wasn't said to me when I was doing it. I can't help that the ladies like them some Kash! Haha!
He laughs but she mockingly does and he continues making his point.
Jason Kash: Like you have told me before, think clearly. I've put together so many different directions and I've done so much wrong in the last year. From haunting good men like Anthony Bailey to denying the fans that had done nothing but boo me when I acted stupid. With you I learned humility. With bullshit backstage where GOOD talent has walked away from APW...I've done wrong, I've been wrong. I'm not gonna be that guy anymore. Lively helped me see that, YOU helped me see that Kay. So go..Go do what you have to do, put some thought to it even because if you want what we had? If you want more than that from me..As a man...Then we need to decide. One decision to either make magic between us or seek for it in business..
His face serious, sure, confident or his words. A darkness lifted off of him, a weight that has been on him for so long. It wouldn't happen overnight but something about him has begun to change.
KJE: Like you said hun... It's not going to happen over night. You need to decide if you can handle the decisions I have made.
Kaylyn stood up and turned to leave, but second guessed herself and turned back, walking towards the side of his bed and leaning down, kissing him gently on the lips before walking away.
He doesn't say anything. As her lips pull from his, his eyes open. He tried to imagine the caption a kiss like that should say. Goodbye? Love you? But he didn't let it grow as he opened his eyes with enough time to see her leave.
Jason Kash: Damn..
Sighing the scene comes to a close.
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Jason Kash: All I know dude is I can't wait to get up and walk around again.
Reaver: Hahahehe! You really can't feel nothing in your right leg? Can you feel this?
Jason Kash: No.
Reaver: Hahahehe! That's awesome..
He wasn't feeling awesome at all anymore. He had a few visitors a few days ago but not the ONE he wanted. He tried to stop thinking about it, it really wasn't her fault even though he wanted her to feel bad about it. Not once showing Reaver his hurt inside, he has kept on a smile. Reaver has kept himself on Guard duty in case Michael Lively showed up. It was Lively's idea to go and visit Jair Hopkins so it wasn't out of the question now. A nurse comes into the room and Reaver backs away from the foot of the bed as she brings Jason a drink with a straw.
Nurse: Here ya go sweetie, also I believe you have a visitor coming up shortly.
Quickly Reaver heads to the door as Kash's eyebrows raise up as he pulls some of the fruit juice through the straw. He swallows the mouth full and reaches the cup over, putting it to the side table as his eyes keep on the door. The nurse leaves and Reaver nods at Kash as he exits the room and shuts the door behind him, waiting for this "Visitor" to arrive..
Kaylyn spent time thinking before she decided to actually go to the hospital. Hell, as far as she was concerned she didn't owe Jason a damn thing. After all, it was he who decided they were not meant to be together, so why should she try anymore to patch anything up?
The only reason she finally showed up, was because of the guilt that kept eating away at her. She told him to jump off a roof... low and behold, he did it. Entering the hall from the elevator Kay made her way down to the room where Jason was. Reaver had seen her coming and stepped outside, out of Jason's view going to stop her.
Reaver: Hahahahehehe no way. You can't go in there.
Kaylyn raised a brow before going into her pocket and pulling out a handful of candy. Reaver's eyes lit up and he stepped aside before taking the candy from her and heading off.
Kaylyn shook her head. Too easy. If Reaver were to let anyone else by so easily, she would have a problem with it. Kay stood there silent for a moment before stepping over to the door and leaning against the frame, not really looking at him yet.
KJE: So, you had to jump, didn't you?
He thought to play asleep as the door slowly opened. Then he heard her voice and was forced to look over at her. Stunning as always, he hated still wanting her just on a second glance. He nodded at her as she approached his bed. He felt naked even with the gown covering his body and the thin sheet over that.
Jason Kash: I--
Sticking his head into the room, Reaver has a mouth full of candy in his cheek. Chewing away his mouth glistens with sugar saliva as he tries to explain.
Reaver: Sorry man...she hit me? I'll just close this door..
He looks at her, he can't tell if she's mad or just wants to hit him while he's down.
Jason Kash: Hi...How are you doing?
Kaylyn glared at him before sitting down at the edge of his bed looking at him.
KJE: I don't know, why don't you tell me how I am? I mean, first, I have all this to deal with, then... of all the times to listen to me... it's to jump off a fucking roof? What the hell is going on Jason? Why would you...?
She was fuming, that much was obvious, but the fact that she was here alone showed that she cared.
Jason Kash: I wasn't TRYING to fall! I had a rough night..Heh, a few rough nights I guess. I've been a mess. I just slipped, I was high so it's not a big shocker. Just coincidence is all..I was high and wanted to get Higher!
He laughs but it's filled with discomfort as he grabs his ribs. His right leg still with no feeling in it. Test results should be out tomorrow so he has worry over that as well as everything else that has bugged him. Staring at her, her eyes, the smell that has followed her into the room. He knew at least SOME of him still worked..
Kaylyn sat there silent for a few moments, staring down at the floor, before finally looking over at him.
KJE: I don't get you Jason. It's like you're two different people anymore, and I will be honest with you.. I can't stand it. One minute everything is great, the next you are picking fights. You can't deny it either. You have been picking fights with me for weeks... and I don't know what to do anymore at this point.
Wanting to just tell her, he finds himself holding back. Laying his head back against his pillow he just inhales through his nose, wanting to savor that smell. Then he just comes out with it.
Jason Kash: I wasn't good enough and I hate that...When you needed help, when you needed assistance you went to someone else. I might have got hurt defending you, fighting with you but at least then it'd have been us. Together. I've tried to hate you Kay...I just can't..
He looks away from her as emotions build. As he swallows them away he rolls his neck slowly in a stretch. His eyes afraid to look in her direction. Jokingly he'd probably say because she'd turn him to stone. He knew he still cared, maybe more than that. He just had a hard time expressing that, he's suppose to be the tough reckless guy everyone knows him to be.
KJE: I understand you might hate me for that. I know you might not ever understand why I did things the way I did, and I know being you, and the way you are, it might be difficult to understand, but it was for the best. If I had called you to my aid, I would have been driving myself in sane if you were hurt at my expense. I would have been eaten away by guilt... just like I am right now because you "jumped".
She stated bringing her hands up to quote the word.
KJE: I don't know what to do with you Jason.
Being his usual smart ass self he had a few ideas and couldn't help but grin and say at least one of them.
Jason Kash: I do enjoy Sponge Baths...Joking
They both share a laugh, Kay gives him a slight nudge to his left leg. His smile fades as he finds himself having missed her being around.
Jason Kash: I understand what you're saying though. I don't wanna fight about it anymore. I go out there and fight regardless so if I'm hurt fighting with you, for you, against you..I'm still fighting. I just thought I was gonna lose you anyways so I pulled the trigger thinking it wouldn't have matter...Boy was I wrong! Fucked me up losing you..
He inhales deeply and pain shoots through his rib cage. He flinches and grunts.
Kay tried to ignore the pain he was in, and just spoke acting as if she hadn't noticed.
KJE: You are always reacting so fast, and thinking too much. That's your problem. Don't over think this. Don't over think anything. Things were great between us. The distance didn't matter, nothing did. We made it work... and then I came home to... well.. you know.
Kaylyn sighed and rested her hand on his leg.
KJE: I don't like the path you have been going down. Not at all...
He slowly adjusts to where he can reach down and grab her hand. He grunts from the pain but pushes through it. Not sure what or why he'd do this, if she rejected him who knows how it could effect him. He was smitten without question. She was everything to him and not until he lost her did he realize that.
Jason Kash: I'm addicted to a lot of things. Marijuana, Action, playing Dominos when someone wants to actually play me but when I lost you, when I FUCKED UP...I realized I am also craving you. I miss you like crazy..I don't know what I can do to make it up, to erase the past, my mistakes but..I just want you to know that regardless, I do love you. This mushy shit ain't my thing, these emotions. It's a weakness that I have pushed and picked at others for having. Bailey a main one, I took his weak state and if it was even remotely as close to how I've felt..I owe that man more than an apology. I---I---I'm sorry Kay..
Biting his upper lip, it increases a bit inward where his empty gap is located. Finally he goes to release her hand after stroking the back of it with his thumb.
It was hard not to show any emotion at all but she was trying her best.
KJE: You know, you can't just sit there and make all these decisions, and think everything will be okay once you realize you were wrong. That's not how things work... and if you do this when things are good... what are you going to do if a real issue arises? Run away?
You know me Jason... I have and always will be faithful when with someone. I don't care who you might see my flirt with, you KNOW I am not doing a damn thing. I don't understand this. You knew I was a flirt before we got together. You do the same thing, and we both would give each other hell about it. That's all there was too it. Nothing more, nothing less.
What you need to do right now, is get better. You have a big match coming up, and the last thing you need is to go in there weak. You're better then that. Get your shit into gear, and we can talk about everything else when the timing is better. I know you don't like the decisions I have made... but you know I have always been one to make business decisions that were best for me... no matter what anyone else thought about them. You either trust me or you don't. That's all there is too it.
Shaking his head, he doesn't even wanna bother with most of what she is saying. There was no reason to argue about it any further.
Jason Kash: I'm beyond all that now..I didn't jump, I fell. I'll be prepared for my match, IF I can wrestle. Sitting here in this fucking hospital with only my thoughts and video games to occupy my time. I know what I want now and I want you apart of that but you made decisions for you and I won't interfere with that. I can't make you be here and with time I can move on. I'd..I'd just rather not and I know that now!
Licking his lips, Kash rubs his face and scratches the back of his head.
Jason Kash: As for the flirting? Heh. I wouldn't think twice of saying a thing if something wasn't said to me when I was doing it. I can't help that the ladies like them some Kash! Haha!
He laughs but she mockingly does and he continues making his point.
Jason Kash: Like you have told me before, think clearly. I've put together so many different directions and I've done so much wrong in the last year. From haunting good men like Anthony Bailey to denying the fans that had done nothing but boo me when I acted stupid. With you I learned humility. With bullshit backstage where GOOD talent has walked away from APW...I've done wrong, I've been wrong. I'm not gonna be that guy anymore. Lively helped me see that, YOU helped me see that Kay. So go..Go do what you have to do, put some thought to it even because if you want what we had? If you want more than that from me..As a man...Then we need to decide. One decision to either make magic between us or seek for it in business..
His face serious, sure, confident or his words. A darkness lifted off of him, a weight that has been on him for so long. It wouldn't happen overnight but something about him has begun to change.
KJE: Like you said hun... It's not going to happen over night. You need to decide if you can handle the decisions I have made.
Kaylyn stood up and turned to leave, but second guessed herself and turned back, walking towards the side of his bed and leaning down, kissing him gently on the lips before walking away.
He doesn't say anything. As her lips pull from his, his eyes open. He tried to imagine the caption a kiss like that should say. Goodbye? Love you? But he didn't let it grow as he opened his eyes with enough time to see her leave.
Jason Kash: Damn..
Sighing the scene comes to a close.
