Post by Lord Raab on Jul 17, 2012 20:15:41 GMT -4
Stefan felt down, depressed and ashamed of himself after embarrassing in front of loads of fans on knowing he could win the title when in the end he couldn't and that really lowered his confidence right about now. He didn't know what to do to get it back especially with the Angelica Monroe match he has got to do in a different company on Sunday in a steel cage match. He was sitting in his home in Cologne thinking what he should do to make things right. Every person in the world has felt some guilt in themselves and Stefan was one of those people.
He had lost himself and there was one way he could do this to get over the anger of being screwed and that was to take it out on someone or he was close on being on the drink but he couldn't drink alcohol because he had to do a test for that on Sunday and one slip up with the drink could cost him everything otherwise the match will be cancelled. He was so mad with himself that he felt like he was going to completely lose his temper.
Stefan Raab: What have I done? I blew my chance for the title and embarrassed myself in front of loads of people. I need to do something about it. At least for one thing unlike the rest of the Meltdown wrestlers around here. I have a match to do on Sunday against Angelica Monroe in a steel cage match match and if I win that then for sure it will boost my confidence.
He felt depressed still and there was nothing he could do especially when his fiancée couldn't be with him because she was near enough heavily pregnant now and already he felt like he was letting them down a lot with the amount of losses he was getting but it was good to gain experience out of it and that's what was happening especially that he had learnt a lot from the match alone with Evan and he might gain some respect out of it.
He couldn't help but feel that he was going to get even more losses and he puts his hands on his head in frustration that it could happen again with the Angelica match on Sunday. He really was thinking about to get some extra training time with his friends this week pushing himself farther than he has already gone already although he had pushed himself too far that he had fainted three times while been working out in the gym for far too long.
Stefan Raab: I have to beat Angelica on Sunday night no matter what it will take even to push myself farther in the gym. Maybe she can see me as a threat more when she will find out that I been wrestling in APW all of this time. Never been in a steel cage match in my life so of course I have to prepare myself for that. I am putting Michael Lively and Carmen Rivara on my hate list as well along with Johnny Diamond, Shadow and Kyle Goodburn. Wonder where that Kyle prick is anyway maybe I don't see him as a threat any more since he has been washed up in the ring.
Stefan was talking about the opponents he wanted to face and Michael and Carmen were definitely up there on the top since he had put them on his hate list for a reason because both of them gave him disrespect and he could put Evan on his hate list too but he was gone from Meltdown and he was off it. He knew the whole time the title match he was in. He felt it was too early for him for people to give him that push for Stefan for sure it was great that he had a chance for a title but it was all too soon for him.
At least he can say that he has got wins in professional wrestling now not like when he joined he didn't have a single win to his record but he has a far few of them now that's what he will do to win the match over Angelica on Sunday and he was betting that some of the APW wrestlers would be over at Chicago, Illinois to watch him wrestle Angelica in a steel cage match.
Stefan Raab: The steel cage match is the most important match of my life because I am the underdog in the match up and everyone is going for Angelica and that already motivates me on doing well in the ring against her. My focus is on that match rather than with APW since Meltdown are having a week off and thank god because I know I will be pretty much banged up in that cage match and also so I can focus on my match with Angelica as well.
He was starting to realize that he was gaining confidence in himself now knowing everything he has said about her already but because of Evan and Carmen they had completely destroyed his faith in the match but it was something he was willing to take as he stood up from his house in Cologne and begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: I will come back a new and improved wrestler and people are going to feel more pain then they have ever felt before especially on Carmen, Shadow and Michael and they won't see it coming. I also got to visit Johnny Diamond as well on if he was behind the whole thing with the set up with Carmen coming into the match and pulling the referee out of the ring and then Evan with the brass knuckles as well and then before that match he tried to screw me from having a title shot as well putting me up against Michael Lively and Shadow but I overturned the odds there. This can't go on anymore and next Meltdown I am going to have words with that man about everything that has gone on.
Stefan then finished up talking as he really needed to get things off his chest about things and he did as he then goes straight to the gym in Cologne and train for the most brutal match he will have in his life against Angelica at least that was one thing he wanted sorted was a rematch against Angelica and he got that on the PPV on Sunday as he continued training all week up until Sunday where he had to make his way back to America and take part in the steel cage match.
He had lost himself and there was one way he could do this to get over the anger of being screwed and that was to take it out on someone or he was close on being on the drink but he couldn't drink alcohol because he had to do a test for that on Sunday and one slip up with the drink could cost him everything otherwise the match will be cancelled. He was so mad with himself that he felt like he was going to completely lose his temper.
Stefan Raab: What have I done? I blew my chance for the title and embarrassed myself in front of loads of people. I need to do something about it. At least for one thing unlike the rest of the Meltdown wrestlers around here. I have a match to do on Sunday against Angelica Monroe in a steel cage match match and if I win that then for sure it will boost my confidence.
He felt depressed still and there was nothing he could do especially when his fiancée couldn't be with him because she was near enough heavily pregnant now and already he felt like he was letting them down a lot with the amount of losses he was getting but it was good to gain experience out of it and that's what was happening especially that he had learnt a lot from the match alone with Evan and he might gain some respect out of it.
He couldn't help but feel that he was going to get even more losses and he puts his hands on his head in frustration that it could happen again with the Angelica match on Sunday. He really was thinking about to get some extra training time with his friends this week pushing himself farther than he has already gone already although he had pushed himself too far that he had fainted three times while been working out in the gym for far too long.
Stefan Raab: I have to beat Angelica on Sunday night no matter what it will take even to push myself farther in the gym. Maybe she can see me as a threat more when she will find out that I been wrestling in APW all of this time. Never been in a steel cage match in my life so of course I have to prepare myself for that. I am putting Michael Lively and Carmen Rivara on my hate list as well along with Johnny Diamond, Shadow and Kyle Goodburn. Wonder where that Kyle prick is anyway maybe I don't see him as a threat any more since he has been washed up in the ring.
Stefan was talking about the opponents he wanted to face and Michael and Carmen were definitely up there on the top since he had put them on his hate list for a reason because both of them gave him disrespect and he could put Evan on his hate list too but he was gone from Meltdown and he was off it. He knew the whole time the title match he was in. He felt it was too early for him for people to give him that push for Stefan for sure it was great that he had a chance for a title but it was all too soon for him.
At least he can say that he has got wins in professional wrestling now not like when he joined he didn't have a single win to his record but he has a far few of them now that's what he will do to win the match over Angelica on Sunday and he was betting that some of the APW wrestlers would be over at Chicago, Illinois to watch him wrestle Angelica in a steel cage match.
Stefan Raab: The steel cage match is the most important match of my life because I am the underdog in the match up and everyone is going for Angelica and that already motivates me on doing well in the ring against her. My focus is on that match rather than with APW since Meltdown are having a week off and thank god because I know I will be pretty much banged up in that cage match and also so I can focus on my match with Angelica as well.
He was starting to realize that he was gaining confidence in himself now knowing everything he has said about her already but because of Evan and Carmen they had completely destroyed his faith in the match but it was something he was willing to take as he stood up from his house in Cologne and begins to speak.
Stefan Raab: I will come back a new and improved wrestler and people are going to feel more pain then they have ever felt before especially on Carmen, Shadow and Michael and they won't see it coming. I also got to visit Johnny Diamond as well on if he was behind the whole thing with the set up with Carmen coming into the match and pulling the referee out of the ring and then Evan with the brass knuckles as well and then before that match he tried to screw me from having a title shot as well putting me up against Michael Lively and Shadow but I overturned the odds there. This can't go on anymore and next Meltdown I am going to have words with that man about everything that has gone on.
Stefan then finished up talking as he really needed to get things off his chest about things and he did as he then goes straight to the gym in Cologne and train for the most brutal match he will have in his life against Angelica at least that was one thing he wanted sorted was a rematch against Angelica and he got that on the PPV on Sunday as he continued training all week up until Sunday where he had to make his way back to America and take part in the steel cage match.
