Post by Matt Ward on Dec 6, 2012 7:30:07 GMT -4
People were wondering have i really lost my touch in the ring? Hell No i did not lose my fucking touch in the ring, that like saying Kassius Ohno is nothing but a jobber to WWE grown talent in NXT. some people can be stupid. Now i am making my return to Action Packed Wrestling after a long while, last time i was on APW television i was a former Xtreme Champion, Now i am back where i was when i first came to the company the bottom of the barrel or the corporate ladder as some smart marks would call it. I have watched APW television, the talent has changed since the last time i was around and there is one person that i would wish would come around so i could kick his ass finally, that got your attention didn't? Mr.Dangerous is the man i wish i could finally kick his teeth down his throat. I have been on the road traveling doing some soul searching, fans have been asking me when you going to come back home to APW? it took me back when i was thinking about it because i didn't know if i was truly ready to make that return to the company be the man that i once was in the company. Now i have nothing to lose, i have hit rock bottom not so many people can say that and mean it, i have battled demons and lost battles and won some battles but now i am on a road to making a comeback to become the man that i was once but with a different side.
Now i am in the gym training to my return as the APW camera's decided to show up one day while i was at the emerald training facility, while i was working out as the camera man was filming he asked me a question?
Cameraman Matt what to say you won't mess up again while you are in APW?
Matt Ward Everyone is not fucking perfect, if they said they are then they have some issues that they are trying to cover? how would i know about that? because i have been that person that has acted like my life was perfect but in reality my life was in shambles, Now you are looking into the eyes of a beaten man that has hit rock bottom not once but two times in the past couple months, i thought to myself why even be around when no one knows the real you, they think they know you because of what they see on the screen or read about. Maybe it time that people stop looking for role models because all they are people playing a role in there life to earn a living. Now i have nothing to lose it all about regaining for myself, hell i once held three different company's championships at the same time, now look at me, i am a man working his way back up to the top in a company that has evolved to new heights since i was last around.
Cameraman Do you want to comment on your lost to Jimmy Ice last week?
Matt Ward Comment, what do you want fucking soundbites or fucking snippets of material to use for the website huh? well here is something to post on the site, I fucking lost, it not the fucking first time i lost to some one in the fucking ring but will it be the last time? no because there will be days that people will have a better game then mine, but i will be bringing the pain back to Action Packed Wrestling you can believe that. Oh trust me they think that the man that i was when i first came to APW was something, Just wait they have not seen what is in store for the company now.
The camera man looked at me as i gave him a strange look from my face as he leaves the gym as i get back to training to prove to myself that i am back and i am going to be better then ever, once the camera man leaves i start to speak out loud.
Matt Ward Time is nothing but numbers that elapse in the course of our mind, it what we do with the time that is given to us is key? yeah some people might say they can live to see another day? but in reality you never know if you can live to see tomorrow come around. Now i am going to prove to myself that the Mid West Assassin is going to be back and better then ever, people say they can relate to my struggles, once you walk in my skin in a day in my life that the only fucking way a person can relate to what struggles you are going through. Now it time to get what i lost in this company back, i know the talent has changed and they are better then me but you never know i could have tricks up my sleeve, well as the saying goes Tick tock the clock is winding down as rage and depression rises inside of a man. APW get ready because The Evolution of Matt Ward starts now.
as i leave the emerald gym as i go back to my house as i go get ready to fly to where ever the APW shows are at to watch talent and scout to see who the first victim will be. or could i appear in mask and start beating people up for no reason just to make an impact? i guess we will have to wait and see.
Now i am in the gym training to my return as the APW camera's decided to show up one day while i was at the emerald training facility, while i was working out as the camera man was filming he asked me a question?
Cameraman Matt what to say you won't mess up again while you are in APW?
Matt Ward Everyone is not fucking perfect, if they said they are then they have some issues that they are trying to cover? how would i know about that? because i have been that person that has acted like my life was perfect but in reality my life was in shambles, Now you are looking into the eyes of a beaten man that has hit rock bottom not once but two times in the past couple months, i thought to myself why even be around when no one knows the real you, they think they know you because of what they see on the screen or read about. Maybe it time that people stop looking for role models because all they are people playing a role in there life to earn a living. Now i have nothing to lose it all about regaining for myself, hell i once held three different company's championships at the same time, now look at me, i am a man working his way back up to the top in a company that has evolved to new heights since i was last around.
Cameraman Do you want to comment on your lost to Jimmy Ice last week?
Matt Ward Comment, what do you want fucking soundbites or fucking snippets of material to use for the website huh? well here is something to post on the site, I fucking lost, it not the fucking first time i lost to some one in the fucking ring but will it be the last time? no because there will be days that people will have a better game then mine, but i will be bringing the pain back to Action Packed Wrestling you can believe that. Oh trust me they think that the man that i was when i first came to APW was something, Just wait they have not seen what is in store for the company now.
The camera man looked at me as i gave him a strange look from my face as he leaves the gym as i get back to training to prove to myself that i am back and i am going to be better then ever, once the camera man leaves i start to speak out loud.
Matt Ward Time is nothing but numbers that elapse in the course of our mind, it what we do with the time that is given to us is key? yeah some people might say they can live to see another day? but in reality you never know if you can live to see tomorrow come around. Now i am going to prove to myself that the Mid West Assassin is going to be back and better then ever, people say they can relate to my struggles, once you walk in my skin in a day in my life that the only fucking way a person can relate to what struggles you are going through. Now it time to get what i lost in this company back, i know the talent has changed and they are better then me but you never know i could have tricks up my sleeve, well as the saying goes Tick tock the clock is winding down as rage and depression rises inside of a man. APW get ready because The Evolution of Matt Ward starts now.
as i leave the emerald gym as i go back to my house as i go get ready to fly to where ever the APW shows are at to watch talent and scout to see who the first victim will be. or could i appear in mask and start beating people up for no reason just to make an impact? i guess we will have to wait and see.
