Post by John Green on Sept 15, 2008 19:11:19 GMT -4
The camera stars rolling inside of John Green's lockeroom. Sitting on the couch with his head in his hands wearing a Retribution Killer shirt and blue jeans. The camera gets closer to hear a grunting Green who is clearly pissed off; more then likely after what happened on Over Drive. He then looks up at the camera with a look of pure anger on his face as he gets ready to talk.
John Green: There has only been one thing on my mind this week. One question has been on my all day. Why in the hell am I still here? I have been here for almost year. And I have been progressing no where. I came back to regain the World Title. Now I have gotten past the whole Dr. Matt. I mean I just talked to him. And I had gotten a lot of my chest out there in the ring. But there is a bit more I wanted to get off my chest. I try and hold things back most times. But I just can’t hold things back all the time. Now I have done so for a long time but this is my time to let things go. I have heard thousands and thousands of people talk and talk about how they deserve things and I don’t think they deserve it. You know around here I am not seen as one of the bests anymore. Now to me that’s a slap in the face because maybe these superstars don’t know it, but I know it. They say guys like Twister and Trevor Blackwell are the best. But there’s one thing different about us. I was the first Wold Champion and Trevor was in that match . They may have beaten me but I have more heart and determination then both of them. New guys like Iggy and Dr. Wacko they don’t have nothing on me either. Because I have shown I am here for the long haul unlike them. Now there’s guys like Kenny and…well Phate that I have no proof that I am better then. But I know if I faced him one on one today I would beat him. You can say I am not the best but everyone here in AW, I can say I am better then. I can do so with all of my heart. Because when I get in the zone there’s no way anyone can beat me. So you may not think it’s possible but in due time I will become APW World Heavyweight champion again and you will all have no choice but to respect me. This week is a special week for me. Not because I am doing anything great. Sure I will be wrestling agn. Rather tonight I will make my mark shown so Jeff has no choice but to give me a shot sooner or later. This is just a statement to alert everyone here in APW. Nobody is going to beat me, because from here on out I am unbeatable. And from here on out you better not mess with me. You better not screw with me. And you damn sure better start respecting me. Because even though you may not like me. I have earned each and every one of you measly peoples respect. But if you don’t choose to admire me I don’t care. You young wrestlers in the back. You can join together and just like the guys that are new. You don’t have to respect me. Because if you are to stupid to realize that I am better then you, then I don’t care whether you respect me. You know it seems to me that there are very few people that respect me around here. Whether it be Matt, or anyone else it seems the respect level is not there with all of the guys. So if they don’t realize that I have done more then most of them can ever dream of, then I don’t need them. I am the first APW World Heavyweight champion, I am a formr Xtreme champion. That’s more gold then most of you guys will ever achieve. So if you don’t think I earned all I have gotten you should have walked in my shoes. You should have been the one to have gone nearly half a year with wins coming once every two months. You should have been the one to have had to have sit there and take the verbal beatings I had to take. Time and time again guys laughed at me. They called me a loser. But because of my heart and determination I am still here while most if not all of them are gone. So you know I made a career out of proving people wrong. First they said I would never be a winner. I proved I was a winner when I won the APW World Heavyweight title. Then after that they claimed I was nothing but a fluke star. I proved them wrong when I won the Xtreme Championship back at Test for The Best. Now there is only one more thing I have to do. And that’s to win back the APW Heavyweight title. So you know I had been thinking why I am still here. Am I still here because of the fans? Yes. And then we have the guys in the back. Same thing for them, seeing as none of them care about me, then why should I care about them? You see I have something that is superior to every athlete in APW. I have heart and that’s something that keeps me going. You know I have started to hate a lot of things about APW. The management, the wrestlers, and so much more. But the two things that keeps me here is that I want to be at the top and those fans. I am not going settle as nearly one of the bests in APW history. I am going to be remembered as the best in APW history. So I could threaten to leave, I could say I am going to go. But the fact remains that I have unfinished business. I have been here nearly a year! And I have watched as other took the torch and carried. I watched as guys less deserving got to carry that torch. And you know I have gotten sick and tired, sick and tired of watching and waiting. I am getting sick and tired of having to sit here and wait for my opportunity. If Jeff and Metal aren’t going to give me my opportunity then you can damn sure expect me to be gone very quickly. Because I am this close to giving up, because lately I have gotten a lot less to hope for. Nobody respects me, nobody cares about John Green. And if that’s the case. And if I am not ever going to get my chance to carry the torch then you can expect me to be gone sooner then you think.
John then takes a couple of breaths to calm down.
John Green: You see they say you don’t know what you got till it’s gone. And you know if I leave maybe then you will realize how much of a talent you really had. Cause I am sick and tired of being jumped in this big game. I lost my chance at Test For The Best and with that gone; my only chance is to get a title opportunity. And the last time I had one was was at Test For The Best. I am APW Heavyweight title material. And if anyone doesn’t think so come step in the ring with me and see if I really am not. But you know there’s only so long a man can wait. There’s only so much a man can watch as others jump him. And if there’s anything that can make me leave its lack of respect. So if the the wrestlers, if the staff don’t respect me. Then you can damn sure expect John Green gone soon. But you know my heart and determination might not allow me to do that. As much as my brain tells me that this place doesn’t care about Green, my heart says if I stick it out I can win that belt. Well I have stuck it out for almost a year. I have watched as others passed me by. And I want to be APW Heavyweight champion again and I want to…now. I have watched as others carried the torch well…I want the damn torch. And you know what nobody is going to stop me from getting it. Now I am going to go out there and absolutely kill Trevor Blackwell. And Jeff I hope your watching because I want my damn shot. And I want the damn torch.
Green has an intense look in his eyes as the camera fades away.
John Green: There has only been one thing on my mind this week. One question has been on my all day. Why in the hell am I still here? I have been here for almost year. And I have been progressing no where. I came back to regain the World Title. Now I have gotten past the whole Dr. Matt. I mean I just talked to him. And I had gotten a lot of my chest out there in the ring. But there is a bit more I wanted to get off my chest. I try and hold things back most times. But I just can’t hold things back all the time. Now I have done so for a long time but this is my time to let things go. I have heard thousands and thousands of people talk and talk about how they deserve things and I don’t think they deserve it. You know around here I am not seen as one of the bests anymore. Now to me that’s a slap in the face because maybe these superstars don’t know it, but I know it. They say guys like Twister and Trevor Blackwell are the best. But there’s one thing different about us. I was the first Wold Champion and Trevor was in that match . They may have beaten me but I have more heart and determination then both of them. New guys like Iggy and Dr. Wacko they don’t have nothing on me either. Because I have shown I am here for the long haul unlike them. Now there’s guys like Kenny and…well Phate that I have no proof that I am better then. But I know if I faced him one on one today I would beat him. You can say I am not the best but everyone here in AW, I can say I am better then. I can do so with all of my heart. Because when I get in the zone there’s no way anyone can beat me. So you may not think it’s possible but in due time I will become APW World Heavyweight champion again and you will all have no choice but to respect me. This week is a special week for me. Not because I am doing anything great. Sure I will be wrestling agn. Rather tonight I will make my mark shown so Jeff has no choice but to give me a shot sooner or later. This is just a statement to alert everyone here in APW. Nobody is going to beat me, because from here on out I am unbeatable. And from here on out you better not mess with me. You better not screw with me. And you damn sure better start respecting me. Because even though you may not like me. I have earned each and every one of you measly peoples respect. But if you don’t choose to admire me I don’t care. You young wrestlers in the back. You can join together and just like the guys that are new. You don’t have to respect me. Because if you are to stupid to realize that I am better then you, then I don’t care whether you respect me. You know it seems to me that there are very few people that respect me around here. Whether it be Matt, or anyone else it seems the respect level is not there with all of the guys. So if they don’t realize that I have done more then most of them can ever dream of, then I don’t need them. I am the first APW World Heavyweight champion, I am a formr Xtreme champion. That’s more gold then most of you guys will ever achieve. So if you don’t think I earned all I have gotten you should have walked in my shoes. You should have been the one to have gone nearly half a year with wins coming once every two months. You should have been the one to have had to have sit there and take the verbal beatings I had to take. Time and time again guys laughed at me. They called me a loser. But because of my heart and determination I am still here while most if not all of them are gone. So you know I made a career out of proving people wrong. First they said I would never be a winner. I proved I was a winner when I won the APW World Heavyweight title. Then after that they claimed I was nothing but a fluke star. I proved them wrong when I won the Xtreme Championship back at Test for The Best. Now there is only one more thing I have to do. And that’s to win back the APW Heavyweight title. So you know I had been thinking why I am still here. Am I still here because of the fans? Yes. And then we have the guys in the back. Same thing for them, seeing as none of them care about me, then why should I care about them? You see I have something that is superior to every athlete in APW. I have heart and that’s something that keeps me going. You know I have started to hate a lot of things about APW. The management, the wrestlers, and so much more. But the two things that keeps me here is that I want to be at the top and those fans. I am not going settle as nearly one of the bests in APW history. I am going to be remembered as the best in APW history. So I could threaten to leave, I could say I am going to go. But the fact remains that I have unfinished business. I have been here nearly a year! And I have watched as other took the torch and carried. I watched as guys less deserving got to carry that torch. And you know I have gotten sick and tired, sick and tired of watching and waiting. I am getting sick and tired of having to sit here and wait for my opportunity. If Jeff and Metal aren’t going to give me my opportunity then you can damn sure expect me to be gone very quickly. Because I am this close to giving up, because lately I have gotten a lot less to hope for. Nobody respects me, nobody cares about John Green. And if that’s the case. And if I am not ever going to get my chance to carry the torch then you can expect me to be gone sooner then you think.
John then takes a couple of breaths to calm down.
John Green: You see they say you don’t know what you got till it’s gone. And you know if I leave maybe then you will realize how much of a talent you really had. Cause I am sick and tired of being jumped in this big game. I lost my chance at Test For The Best and with that gone; my only chance is to get a title opportunity. And the last time I had one was was at Test For The Best. I am APW Heavyweight title material. And if anyone doesn’t think so come step in the ring with me and see if I really am not. But you know there’s only so long a man can wait. There’s only so much a man can watch as others jump him. And if there’s anything that can make me leave its lack of respect. So if the the wrestlers, if the staff don’t respect me. Then you can damn sure expect John Green gone soon. But you know my heart and determination might not allow me to do that. As much as my brain tells me that this place doesn’t care about Green, my heart says if I stick it out I can win that belt. Well I have stuck it out for almost a year. I have watched as others passed me by. And I want to be APW Heavyweight champion again and I want to…now. I have watched as others carried the torch well…I want the damn torch. And you know what nobody is going to stop me from getting it. Now I am going to go out there and absolutely kill Trevor Blackwell. And Jeff I hope your watching because I want my damn shot. And I want the damn torch.
Green has an intense look in his eyes as the camera fades away.
