Post by London Carter on May 4, 2013 14:48:40 GMT -4
I miss you man, I know you still angry at me but I wanted you to know that I really do miss you.
I didn’t want to hear that shit, I wasn’t about to let Anthony mess my head up again, I had so much built up anger inside of me that I didn’t know how to react or even respond to what he had said. If Brooklyn was here she would probably tell me to tell him to;
“Fuck-Off”
But I was kind of interested in hearing what he had to say, if it was an apology then it was something I definitely didn’t want to hear because I had heard it numerous of times before he went “Missing In Action.” Anthony and I had a good relationship, even though we we’re never officially a couple, we had that understanding and as much as I wanted him, I just knew it couldn’t happen.
Why?
2 reasons;
He was straight and he had his on-and-off again girl friend, side bitch or whatever he wanted to call her, still lurking around in his life. Anthony would always say he was straight, but the talks we would have and the way we would kind of flirt with each other made it look different, it wasn’t until I made the first move where things started to change, but the one thing he couldn’t deny was that he was into me too.
After Anthony attacked me in NLWF and then attacked my sister, I had this vendetta, this revenge after him because I wasn’t going to let that slide, even when he apologized during the MAFIA reunion at Battle Lines, I still couldn’t find it in my heart to forgive him.
So I had to let that n***a go, and believe me it wasn’t easy.
The scene opens up inside London’s hotel room; London is shown pacing back and forth in the living room area, staring at his phone. London makes his way into the bedroom portion of the hotel, in the bedroom his best friend Levi was sitting on the edge of the bed. London walks in, dropping his phone on the edge and sitting down beside it.
Levi:
Did you text him back?
London:
I don’t really know how to respond to that.
Levi:
Tell that douche bag to “Suck a Dick” and I mean literally.
The two laugh, London reaches in his back pocket and pulls out a blunt he rolled earlier, he reaches for his lighter off the stand near the bed and lights his blunt up, taking a couple hits, he passes it to Levi who starts to smoke on it.
Levi:
You don’t need to mess with him because he’s nothing but trouble, and didn’t you beat his ass too?
London:
He opted out of his contract before the match could even take place, and I mean who could blame him, I wouldn’t want to get my ass kicked the way he was going to get beat either.
Levi:
He is a fine piece of meat though, I will say that.
Anthony was sexy, I had to admit that and I wanted to be his boyfriend so bad but Anthony was struggling with his sexuality and till this day he won’t admit to being gay, bisexual or even curious so why should I waste my time trying to figure out what he wants.
London:
I might invite him over later but I’m just way to nervous having him over here, and we never really got a chance to sit down and talk, especially after what happened at the MAFIA Reunion.
The MAFIA Reunion was nothing but drama, a lot of the secrets that we all were holding inside were kind of brought to life by Anthony, I understand his anger was the main reason why he was spilling out all of our secrets but that doesn’t make it right. A while back when Anthony and I first started hanging out, I thought I could trust him and in my mind I thought we were going to I don’t know develop some sort of a relationship.
But Anthony King wasn’t feeling that, instead he was feeling that bitch he grew up with, the bitch that was fucking him and some other dude at the same time, while pregnant with the other dude’s baby.
But I won’t even get into that nonsense.
London:
I’m just curious to hear what he has to say, that doesn’t mean I’m giving him another chance with me.
Levi:
I just don’t want you getting caught up in that man’s bullshit again, there’s nothing wrong with hearing what he has to say, but I don’t want him to deter you away from all the good stuff happening with you right now.
London:
I know.
Levi:
I mean your career in NLWF is definitely on the rise, and you won your debut match in APW, and what about the recent endorsement with Nike, I mean things are looking pretty good for you right now.
Levi was right.
And that’s exactly why I loved Levi so much, I barely saw him though because of his schedule. He was an international model so he was always somewhere overseas, he had been away from the USA for some time and when I heard he was doing some work here, I had to make time to see him.
London:
Speaking of APW, that match was dope right?
London laughs as he hands the Dutch over to Levi, the two starts smoking again.
Levi:
Yo, it was close though and what is up with that Sampson dude?
London:
I don’t know, don’t really care either but he can get his ass beat to. I didn’t need or want him to get involved in my match and whatever his issue is with Jace should have waited until I was done stomping his face in.
Levi:
Handle that.
London:
Yo, Sampson will be begging for me stop when I get my hands on him, this was my debut match in APW and I was suppose to handle that on my own, now because of his involvement, he got people backstage thinking I needed his help to win.
#BULLSHIT.
Levi:
Yo, knock his fucking face off.
London:
I don’t want to end the dude’s career this fast, I mean he just started wrestling I think or maybe he’s been around for sometime, who knows. But what I do know is after Meltdown, I’ll have two wins, and Sampson will be sent back to his hotel room a loser.
London sits there and laughs for a bit, pumped about his match overseas, he and his friend continue to smoke a little before the scene fades to black.
HOLD UP
Damn, only been signed to APW for a few weeks and I already got dudes throwing shots at me, I guess their intimidated by the newbie, didn’t think I could walk through them doors and showcase RAW but GREAT talent.
#FuckWhatYouThink.
I’m here to stay and I’m not going anywhere, Jace was only the beginning, but soon enough I’ll be the TOP Star of APW while the others stay behind and watch me win. But before I get to what’s important at hand, there is one person I would like to address real quick.
And I do mean quick.
Yo Michael
London sticks his middle finger up.
That’s all you get goldie, is a middle finger and maybe some bubble gum if you can afford it because you ain’t shit, and yes I said “ain’t” go ahead and respond with downplaying my IQ or my vocabulary but I could careless.
Because
I just made you famous.
I said it before and I’ll say it again, I won’t sit back and let these buffed up steroid looking dudes intimidate me, you think you better then me than prove it, I don’t stand for the type that sit behind a computer desk or a phone and throw shots, or make threats.
I like to settle that shit in the ring, so soon enough he’ll get what’s coming to him.
But yo Sampson, I’m definitely going to enjoy beating the shit out of you on Meltdown, you think you did something special by sticking your nose in my business but in reality I didn’t need your help homie, I’m not down with the extra shit, so when I’m done mopping the ring with your face, hopefully that will teach you a lesson to never stick your nose in my business again.
I mean come on, you did lose to Jace and then go all pissy and decided to interfere in my match, but whatever you two got going on save that shit for when you step in the ring again, not when I’m involved. I saw what you had to say though and that’s cool, I’m glad to see the confidence in you.
It makes it even easier for me, but be prepared Sampson because this match will be like your last.
#AnotherLost.
Let these dudes underestimate me and what I can bring to the table, because at the end of the day when my hand is raised week after week, I’ll show everyone who is a NONBELIEVER what LONDON CARTER is capable off. I’m not into the whole TWITTER WARS and the back and forth nonsense, if you got a problem with me, then step to me in the ring where we can fight LIKE MEN.
A lot of these dudes running around backstage are pussies, they fight like one and act like one and with me being here these dudes could learn a lot.
#LEARNFROMTHEBEST.
This week on Meltdown will be a repeat of last, but this time I won’t have any outside interference because I’ll be ready, so if Jace or whack ass Michael want to pop up in my match then be prepared to catch my hands to your face, I’m not holding back.
Sampson thought it was cool to get involved and then Michael thought it was okay to open his mouth on Twitter, but what they both need to understand that I'm not the type of dude to allow anyone just to walk all over me, or to disrespect me.
And I promise you I won’t let these wash ups or wannabe bad boys steal my shine, APW has a new KING in town and things will be different.
#Trust
The scene fades to black.
Later that evening
It was almost time to meet up with Anthony, I didn’t know how this conversation was going to go or if I would be mad my first time seeing him. Last night ended up crazy because he decided to start a Twitter War with not only my sister but Shark too.
I tried to stay neutral because I didn’t know how things would work out between us, but it was kind of hard doing that.
I sat there for the longest time smoking on my balcony, I was already on my fourth Dutch of the day and I’m sure plenty more would come. I had just hung up with Anthony a couple minutes ago and the conversation we had was decent, but it was still a little nerve-racking because I was still mad at him.
I pulled my phone out and continued texting Anthony waiting for him to get here, I was starting to get annoyed because I wanted him here quicker, I was growing impatient and in the back of my mind I felt like this would finally bring us together but damn did I really want to be with Anthony after what he said and did?
That was the party I didn’t get.
KNOCK … KNOCK
The scene opens up with London still sitting on the balcony portion of the hotel, he drops the dutch in the ashtray and makes his way back inside the room and towards the door, he takes a deep breath before opening the door.
Anthony:
Damn, what was you doing?
Anthony walks in the hotel room; he moves in closer on London and embraces him with a hug before setting his duffle bag down on the floor.
Anthony:
You miss me?
London shook his head yes as he closed the hotel door behind him, the two head over to the living room area where Anthony lays his bag on the couch. Anthony turns and heads toward the balcony where he reaches in the ashtray and grabs the lit Dutch to continue smoking it.
Anthony:
Finally some good marijuana.
London sneaks a small laugh as he joins Anthony out on the balcony.
Anthony:
I appreciate you letting me kick it with you this week, I think we got some things we have to clear up on but just know I’m not here to cause any drama.
London:
I can’t believe you’re here period, especially after all that has happened between us.
Anthony:
Well that’s why I’m here, I want to make shit right between us because I honestly had strong feelings for you, and even though during that time I didn’t see myself as being gay or even giving you the time of day, I don’t know.
Anthony pauses.
Anthony:
I just can’t keep you out of my mind and I hope that we can move pass all that bullshit we went through and kind of start over.
Wait, I was confused?1?
London:
So now you want me as your man?
Anthony:
I don’t know, but I know we can figure something out.
London stood there still with a confused look on his face, he turn and leaned against the railing on the balcony staring at Anthony.
London:
Look, just don’t make this hard for me like you did the last time.
Anthony shook his head acknowledging London, he places the blunt down on the ledge and reaches for London’s arm pulling him closer to him.
Anthony:
I got you.
The two stand there gazing in each others eyes as the scene slowly fades to black.
I didn’t want to hear that shit, I wasn’t about to let Anthony mess my head up again, I had so much built up anger inside of me that I didn’t know how to react or even respond to what he had said. If Brooklyn was here she would probably tell me to tell him to;
“Fuck-Off”
But I was kind of interested in hearing what he had to say, if it was an apology then it was something I definitely didn’t want to hear because I had heard it numerous of times before he went “Missing In Action.” Anthony and I had a good relationship, even though we we’re never officially a couple, we had that understanding and as much as I wanted him, I just knew it couldn’t happen.
Why?
2 reasons;
He was straight and he had his on-and-off again girl friend, side bitch or whatever he wanted to call her, still lurking around in his life. Anthony would always say he was straight, but the talks we would have and the way we would kind of flirt with each other made it look different, it wasn’t until I made the first move where things started to change, but the one thing he couldn’t deny was that he was into me too.
After Anthony attacked me in NLWF and then attacked my sister, I had this vendetta, this revenge after him because I wasn’t going to let that slide, even when he apologized during the MAFIA reunion at Battle Lines, I still couldn’t find it in my heart to forgive him.
So I had to let that n***a go, and believe me it wasn’t easy.
The scene opens up inside London’s hotel room; London is shown pacing back and forth in the living room area, staring at his phone. London makes his way into the bedroom portion of the hotel, in the bedroom his best friend Levi was sitting on the edge of the bed. London walks in, dropping his phone on the edge and sitting down beside it.
Levi:
Did you text him back?
London:
I don’t really know how to respond to that.
Levi:
Tell that douche bag to “Suck a Dick” and I mean literally.
The two laugh, London reaches in his back pocket and pulls out a blunt he rolled earlier, he reaches for his lighter off the stand near the bed and lights his blunt up, taking a couple hits, he passes it to Levi who starts to smoke on it.
Levi:
You don’t need to mess with him because he’s nothing but trouble, and didn’t you beat his ass too?
London:
He opted out of his contract before the match could even take place, and I mean who could blame him, I wouldn’t want to get my ass kicked the way he was going to get beat either.
Levi:
He is a fine piece of meat though, I will say that.
Anthony was sexy, I had to admit that and I wanted to be his boyfriend so bad but Anthony was struggling with his sexuality and till this day he won’t admit to being gay, bisexual or even curious so why should I waste my time trying to figure out what he wants.
London:
I might invite him over later but I’m just way to nervous having him over here, and we never really got a chance to sit down and talk, especially after what happened at the MAFIA Reunion.
The MAFIA Reunion was nothing but drama, a lot of the secrets that we all were holding inside were kind of brought to life by Anthony, I understand his anger was the main reason why he was spilling out all of our secrets but that doesn’t make it right. A while back when Anthony and I first started hanging out, I thought I could trust him and in my mind I thought we were going to I don’t know develop some sort of a relationship.
But Anthony King wasn’t feeling that, instead he was feeling that bitch he grew up with, the bitch that was fucking him and some other dude at the same time, while pregnant with the other dude’s baby.
But I won’t even get into that nonsense.
London:
I’m just curious to hear what he has to say, that doesn’t mean I’m giving him another chance with me.
Levi:
I just don’t want you getting caught up in that man’s bullshit again, there’s nothing wrong with hearing what he has to say, but I don’t want him to deter you away from all the good stuff happening with you right now.
London:
I know.
Levi:
I mean your career in NLWF is definitely on the rise, and you won your debut match in APW, and what about the recent endorsement with Nike, I mean things are looking pretty good for you right now.
Levi was right.
And that’s exactly why I loved Levi so much, I barely saw him though because of his schedule. He was an international model so he was always somewhere overseas, he had been away from the USA for some time and when I heard he was doing some work here, I had to make time to see him.
London:
Speaking of APW, that match was dope right?
London laughs as he hands the Dutch over to Levi, the two starts smoking again.
Levi:
Yo, it was close though and what is up with that Sampson dude?
London:
I don’t know, don’t really care either but he can get his ass beat to. I didn’t need or want him to get involved in my match and whatever his issue is with Jace should have waited until I was done stomping his face in.
Levi:
Handle that.
London:
Yo, Sampson will be begging for me stop when I get my hands on him, this was my debut match in APW and I was suppose to handle that on my own, now because of his involvement, he got people backstage thinking I needed his help to win.
#BULLSHIT.
Levi:
Yo, knock his fucking face off.
London:
I don’t want to end the dude’s career this fast, I mean he just started wrestling I think or maybe he’s been around for sometime, who knows. But what I do know is after Meltdown, I’ll have two wins, and Sampson will be sent back to his hotel room a loser.
London sits there and laughs for a bit, pumped about his match overseas, he and his friend continue to smoke a little before the scene fades to black.
HOLD UP
Damn, only been signed to APW for a few weeks and I already got dudes throwing shots at me, I guess their intimidated by the newbie, didn’t think I could walk through them doors and showcase RAW but GREAT talent.
#FuckWhatYouThink.
I’m here to stay and I’m not going anywhere, Jace was only the beginning, but soon enough I’ll be the TOP Star of APW while the others stay behind and watch me win. But before I get to what’s important at hand, there is one person I would like to address real quick.
And I do mean quick.
Yo Michael
London sticks his middle finger up.
That’s all you get goldie, is a middle finger and maybe some bubble gum if you can afford it because you ain’t shit, and yes I said “ain’t” go ahead and respond with downplaying my IQ or my vocabulary but I could careless.
Because
I just made you famous.
I said it before and I’ll say it again, I won’t sit back and let these buffed up steroid looking dudes intimidate me, you think you better then me than prove it, I don’t stand for the type that sit behind a computer desk or a phone and throw shots, or make threats.
I like to settle that shit in the ring, so soon enough he’ll get what’s coming to him.
But yo Sampson, I’m definitely going to enjoy beating the shit out of you on Meltdown, you think you did something special by sticking your nose in my business but in reality I didn’t need your help homie, I’m not down with the extra shit, so when I’m done mopping the ring with your face, hopefully that will teach you a lesson to never stick your nose in my business again.
I mean come on, you did lose to Jace and then go all pissy and decided to interfere in my match, but whatever you two got going on save that shit for when you step in the ring again, not when I’m involved. I saw what you had to say though and that’s cool, I’m glad to see the confidence in you.
It makes it even easier for me, but be prepared Sampson because this match will be like your last.
#AnotherLost.
Let these dudes underestimate me and what I can bring to the table, because at the end of the day when my hand is raised week after week, I’ll show everyone who is a NONBELIEVER what LONDON CARTER is capable off. I’m not into the whole TWITTER WARS and the back and forth nonsense, if you got a problem with me, then step to me in the ring where we can fight LIKE MEN.
A lot of these dudes running around backstage are pussies, they fight like one and act like one and with me being here these dudes could learn a lot.
#LEARNFROMTHEBEST.
This week on Meltdown will be a repeat of last, but this time I won’t have any outside interference because I’ll be ready, so if Jace or whack ass Michael want to pop up in my match then be prepared to catch my hands to your face, I’m not holding back.
Sampson thought it was cool to get involved and then Michael thought it was okay to open his mouth on Twitter, but what they both need to understand that I'm not the type of dude to allow anyone just to walk all over me, or to disrespect me.
And I promise you I won’t let these wash ups or wannabe bad boys steal my shine, APW has a new KING in town and things will be different.
#Trust
The scene fades to black.
Later that evening
It was almost time to meet up with Anthony, I didn’t know how this conversation was going to go or if I would be mad my first time seeing him. Last night ended up crazy because he decided to start a Twitter War with not only my sister but Shark too.
I tried to stay neutral because I didn’t know how things would work out between us, but it was kind of hard doing that.
I sat there for the longest time smoking on my balcony, I was already on my fourth Dutch of the day and I’m sure plenty more would come. I had just hung up with Anthony a couple minutes ago and the conversation we had was decent, but it was still a little nerve-racking because I was still mad at him.
I pulled my phone out and continued texting Anthony waiting for him to get here, I was starting to get annoyed because I wanted him here quicker, I was growing impatient and in the back of my mind I felt like this would finally bring us together but damn did I really want to be with Anthony after what he said and did?
That was the party I didn’t get.
KNOCK … KNOCK
The scene opens up with London still sitting on the balcony portion of the hotel, he drops the dutch in the ashtray and makes his way back inside the room and towards the door, he takes a deep breath before opening the door.
Anthony:
Damn, what was you doing?
Anthony walks in the hotel room; he moves in closer on London and embraces him with a hug before setting his duffle bag down on the floor.
Anthony:
You miss me?
London shook his head yes as he closed the hotel door behind him, the two head over to the living room area where Anthony lays his bag on the couch. Anthony turns and heads toward the balcony where he reaches in the ashtray and grabs the lit Dutch to continue smoking it.
Anthony:
Finally some good marijuana.
London sneaks a small laugh as he joins Anthony out on the balcony.
Anthony:
I appreciate you letting me kick it with you this week, I think we got some things we have to clear up on but just know I’m not here to cause any drama.
London:
I can’t believe you’re here period, especially after all that has happened between us.
Anthony:
Well that’s why I’m here, I want to make shit right between us because I honestly had strong feelings for you, and even though during that time I didn’t see myself as being gay or even giving you the time of day, I don’t know.
Anthony pauses.
Anthony:
I just can’t keep you out of my mind and I hope that we can move pass all that bullshit we went through and kind of start over.
Wait, I was confused?1?
London:
So now you want me as your man?
Anthony:
I don’t know, but I know we can figure something out.
London stood there still with a confused look on his face, he turn and leaned against the railing on the balcony staring at Anthony.
London:
Look, just don’t make this hard for me like you did the last time.
Anthony shook his head acknowledging London, he places the blunt down on the ledge and reaches for London’s arm pulling him closer to him.
Anthony:
I got you.
The two stand there gazing in each others eyes as the scene slowly fades to black.