Post by KJE on May 18, 2013 20:53:29 GMT -4
It's funny when people sit there thinking they know everything about you. Just because we sang and dance before, doesn't mean that you have seen my best. Every time a song is sung, or a dance is done... something is different, nothing is exact, and this time... is no different.
"I don't know... This week... it's going to be hell for me and then some."
I sat there at the table poking at my burger with a fry while talking to one of my brothers. For some reason or another... when I needed to talk.. that's who I went to. Dante always knew what to say, and do.
"Look, don't count yourself out. EVER. Things might be tough, but you grew up dealing with Anthony, Lance and I teaching you everything we knew in the ring. We gave you hell, and you always fought back. This business is you Kay. You are this business. Don't let anyone tell you different."
"I know... I mean. I think what is getting to me the most is the whole situation in general."
"You're a champion because you won the match Kay, don't let their idiocies get to you."
"It's just... Kane and I... we were cool, everything was fine.. then out of no where... instead of coming to me with his problems and the way he was feeling, he turned on me. I had no idea how pissed he was because I was given a title shot. I never asked to be given a shot at the Suicidal Championship... It just happened. Then instead of being happy for getting everything from Parker and Alexander like we both planned from the beginning... he bitches and moans because I was given the shot that he wasn't. Jesus Christ, like really? I never met a bigger fucking baby in my life.
Isn't wrestling supposed to be for the adults? I never realized they let those still in diapers get in the ring. How pathetic. He doesn't help his case at all either. Always claiming I was the one holding us back... but yet I am the one with a title around my waist... where is his belt? He was in matches for titles before... and he fell flat. But I am the one who held us back?"
"Look, everyone will have their own opinion. He was a bitch ass who needed to find a fault, and put it on you. Don't let him win by letting it get to you."
"Believe me.. He wont win. Not now.. not Sunday... NOT EVER. The suicidal championship is mine... I don't plan to just give it away."
"Then what was that bullshit you were talking about on Twitter... dropping the title?"
"You know me Dante, I always run my mouth. But no. I don't plan to just let the title go... and even if I did... It's fine. I have bigger and better things planned."
"Like?"
"You will have to wait just like everyone else D. Believe me bro, I have something up my sleeve."
"I don't doubt that Kay, I don't doubt that for one second, and I can't wait to see what it is."
I smirked and finally popped the fry into my mouth before enjoying my meal and letting the silence between us sit there. Nothing awkward, just a nice calming silence.
"You know, one thing I can't stand is having to step into the ring against Aubrey J. Parker again. I knew it was inevitable however because she had a rematch clause, but still. I wanted nothing more than to be done with her. To be done with M&M. Instead... she made sure I was going to be facing her at Mayhem.
Congratulations Parker. You get to step into the ring against the person you fucked up against. You had the title... held it for so fucking long.. and then BOOM, one little mistake and I took everything you loved from you. Your tag titles are gone because you were worried about me and Kane... and then your Suicidal title. I am your nightmare Parker. I am the person who has haunted your dreams for weeks now. Months even."
I laughed as I stood there looking out the window into the abyss. It was late, the world was dead, and I was pissed. Parker was going to be in my sights again... and not just Parker... but Kane..
"Not only have I been haunting.. but I have been haunted... by someone I trusted. Kane... if you wanted a shot at the Suicidal championship, all you had to do was ask. You didn't have to sit there and turn on me. Didn't have to act like a little bitch about everything. God forbid you had put on your big boy pants and asked... or was that too much to ask? I guess so because instead of talking to me like a man... instead of growing a fucking set of balls... you became intimidated by the fact that I had been noticed... and you joined forces with the people we had been trying to take down. What an IDIOT."
I placed my hand against the window, and all I felt was heat. The sun had been burning bright, and the night was even worse. It was hell.
"My flame is burning deep inside. My passion, my want... it's not going anywhere. When I step into the ring this week, I plan to show you both just why I am the Suicidal Champion. I plan to bring everything I have and then some to the ring. You both have no idea what you're in store for... Be ready.. to fail."
I sat there and watched both what Parker and Kane both had to say... and I just shook my head. They were so full of it.
"Who do I reply to first. I mean hell... you both have your heads in a fucking cloud. What you need to do is step back into reality."
One thing that they both seemed to have in common, was their heads up one another's asses. I never knew someone could get their head that far up another's ass, but they proved me wrong.
"Parker, you say I took the title and might have well spit on it. Here, let me do you a solid, so you can't say I never did anything for you."
Picking up the title that was laying next to me I held it up, staring at it for a long moment before smirking. Nothing happened for the longest, until next thing I knew I was spitting on the title, giving Parker what she wanted. After doing so I turned it towards the camera, and laughed.
"You wanted me to disgrace the title.. there you have it toots. Mission accomplished. I have spit on the title. Spit on everything you love and care about oh so fucking much. Why? Because I don't give a damn. I don't care about you... or anything you love. It doesn't matter what you think you have done in your career... or done for me.. what matters is the here and now."
I stared at the camera hard, before dropping the title onto the floor not even caring.
"And right here... right now.. you are nothing. You say I never picked up a win... and yet I have the title you once carried. How? Because I pinned you. I WON PARKER. I beat you in the ring no matter how it happened, and you can't accept that. YOU never could accept defeat, and I doubt you ever will.
Instead you act like it never happened. Just like you act like you're not manipulating Kane right now. Having him in this match just to help YOU out. I am not you Parker. I will not sit there and spat with Kane knowing you are in this match as well. You and Logan made that mistake... and I will never be as stupid as you are.
You say I manipulated Kane... but all I did was what I said I was going to do. What we both said we were going to do.. make sure you and Logan had NOTHING. Mission Accomplished. We did that. Well... the Dying Breed and I did that. Kane just bitched after it happened. I can't wait until he sees the light after this match is over. I hope and pray karma gets him as much as it will get you."
That smirk never faded. Each time I stopped speaking it was there shinning through.
"So, you say you want Kane to win... what are you going to do if you happen to win Aubrey? Say it was an accident? Say you were just making sure it was not I who walked away with the title? I am sure you will come up with something in sane. Something that an idiot would believe.
Just like he believes I was holding him back. He blames me for him not getting anywhere in this business... but he wasn't getting anywhere on his own. I am the one that was sitting there working my ass off week in and week out. I was doing everything I could... and if it didn't work.. I tried harder. Good job getting him to think else wise though. I give you credit for being a manipulative bitch."
Winking at the camera right quick, I then continued.
"You say he could be going after Terry Marvin... yet he wanted to come at me. He is not in Terry's league. He never WILL be. He won't be going against Terry for any title, and if he did... I would be there at ringside just to laugh as he was pinned... showing the world how much of an ass he truly is. You here that Kane? I am referring to YOU after all."
Parker might think I was/am stupid, but I am far from it. I know exactly what she was working towards. She wanted to take everything from me, make sure I was by myself this week. I am fine with that. I am fine with her stacking the odds in her favor, and I can not wait until she shows the world... show's Kane who she really is. The type of person who sits back and watches as someone else does all the work, only to run in and take everything from them. She filled Kane's head with false beliefs. She got him to believe she will let him walk away with the Suicidal Championship... but no. She will take any chance she can to walk away with the title.. the title that I will be walking into the ring with... and the title that I will be walking away with as well. It is MINE.
"Don't think for one second I forgot about you Kane. Oh no. FAR from it. You are the most simple minded person I know. I swear... you will believe anything that is said to you. Well, this week you will see just how things really are on that side of the track.
This week, Parker will show you just how much of a bitch she can truly be. How can you go from hating her one day, to siding with her the next? Two-faced a bit much? Or maybe you're doing what everyone claims I am doing. Are you sitting there siding with Parker... working with Parker to make a name for yourself? I never worked with the bitch, I worked against her.
I never went looking to make a name for myself through anyone else. I did things the hard way. I worked my fucking ass off.. and Management seen that. I was not handed anything I didn't work my ass off for. I said time and time again that it doesn't matter if you win or lose... it matters that you keep working harder the next time around to try and improve. That is something I do each and every week.
Unlike you.. I don't sit there and not try. I put my all on the line.. I don't half ass anything. You on the other hand.. You are a joke, and you can only blame yourself for being one. LOOK at you. LOOK at the bitch you have become Kane. You want to change that? Take a long hard look in the mirror and realize you're not everything you claim you are. You are NOT the best thing on this earth. The best thing in this business. THE best ANYTHING. Someone GREAT wouldn't be held back by anyone else. Someone GREAT could do things even if they had dead weight following them.
Don't you for ONE SECOND blame me for your failings. YOU did this too yourself.. and this week.. this week once again you will be walking away a LOSER. This week, your eyes might finally be opened. You might realize that it is YOU who doesn't belong. It is YOU who should hang up your trunks and just walk away. Become the nothing you're already making yourself out to be. Become a bitch that is just a memory in the back of everyone else's mind.
You know I am right Kane. Deep down you know it is true.
You claim I am doing nothing but playing the victim card... and you know it is not true. If you wanted to address me.. you would have done it like a man. NOT in the middle of my match. YOU wanted to screw me Kane. You wanted to fuck me over, and no matter what else you might claim, everyone knows you are full of shit.
You can't stand this company, can't stand that no one recognized your talent. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Don't bitch and moan like the pussy you're making yourself out to be.
I thought you were better then that Kane. I thought you were someone that was WORTH having on the same side... if I would have known you were a two faced crying bitch who wanted the world handed to him.. I would have never bothered to speak to you in the first place.
You are doing the same thing every other person that has to face me does. Judging me when you don't know a damn thing about me. It's funny that you say all these things... because just months ago, you would have defended me if anyone else were to spit out the shit you're spitting. You're nothing but a fake Kane. You don't belong here... and you don't want to be here... so get the fuck out. Just walk away and make things easier for YOURSELF.
Get out before you make yourself out to be less then you already are.
I know who I am.
I know what I am capable of.
This week, you will both see that for yourself.
I am tired of simple people thinking they know what to expect from me.
Expect the unexpected. I have big things planned, and with or without this title.. they will happen.
This week means nothing to me.. what happens in the ring means nothing to me. What happens in the future... is everything.
You have been warned.
Prepare... because you will see soon enough what I am made of.
Believe me... Kaylyn James Evans is here to stay. I have big plans, and they don't include you."
"I don't know... This week... it's going to be hell for me and then some."
I sat there at the table poking at my burger with a fry while talking to one of my brothers. For some reason or another... when I needed to talk.. that's who I went to. Dante always knew what to say, and do.
"Look, don't count yourself out. EVER. Things might be tough, but you grew up dealing with Anthony, Lance and I teaching you everything we knew in the ring. We gave you hell, and you always fought back. This business is you Kay. You are this business. Don't let anyone tell you different."
"I know... I mean. I think what is getting to me the most is the whole situation in general."
"You're a champion because you won the match Kay, don't let their idiocies get to you."
"It's just... Kane and I... we were cool, everything was fine.. then out of no where... instead of coming to me with his problems and the way he was feeling, he turned on me. I had no idea how pissed he was because I was given a title shot. I never asked to be given a shot at the Suicidal Championship... It just happened. Then instead of being happy for getting everything from Parker and Alexander like we both planned from the beginning... he bitches and moans because I was given the shot that he wasn't. Jesus Christ, like really? I never met a bigger fucking baby in my life.
Isn't wrestling supposed to be for the adults? I never realized they let those still in diapers get in the ring. How pathetic. He doesn't help his case at all either. Always claiming I was the one holding us back... but yet I am the one with a title around my waist... where is his belt? He was in matches for titles before... and he fell flat. But I am the one who held us back?"
"Look, everyone will have their own opinion. He was a bitch ass who needed to find a fault, and put it on you. Don't let him win by letting it get to you."
"Believe me.. He wont win. Not now.. not Sunday... NOT EVER. The suicidal championship is mine... I don't plan to just give it away."
"Then what was that bullshit you were talking about on Twitter... dropping the title?"
"You know me Dante, I always run my mouth. But no. I don't plan to just let the title go... and even if I did... It's fine. I have bigger and better things planned."
"Like?"
"You will have to wait just like everyone else D. Believe me bro, I have something up my sleeve."
"I don't doubt that Kay, I don't doubt that for one second, and I can't wait to see what it is."
I smirked and finally popped the fry into my mouth before enjoying my meal and letting the silence between us sit there. Nothing awkward, just a nice calming silence.
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"You know, one thing I can't stand is having to step into the ring against Aubrey J. Parker again. I knew it was inevitable however because she had a rematch clause, but still. I wanted nothing more than to be done with her. To be done with M&M. Instead... she made sure I was going to be facing her at Mayhem.
Congratulations Parker. You get to step into the ring against the person you fucked up against. You had the title... held it for so fucking long.. and then BOOM, one little mistake and I took everything you loved from you. Your tag titles are gone because you were worried about me and Kane... and then your Suicidal title. I am your nightmare Parker. I am the person who has haunted your dreams for weeks now. Months even."
I laughed as I stood there looking out the window into the abyss. It was late, the world was dead, and I was pissed. Parker was going to be in my sights again... and not just Parker... but Kane..
"Not only have I been haunting.. but I have been haunted... by someone I trusted. Kane... if you wanted a shot at the Suicidal championship, all you had to do was ask. You didn't have to sit there and turn on me. Didn't have to act like a little bitch about everything. God forbid you had put on your big boy pants and asked... or was that too much to ask? I guess so because instead of talking to me like a man... instead of growing a fucking set of balls... you became intimidated by the fact that I had been noticed... and you joined forces with the people we had been trying to take down. What an IDIOT."
I placed my hand against the window, and all I felt was heat. The sun had been burning bright, and the night was even worse. It was hell.
"My flame is burning deep inside. My passion, my want... it's not going anywhere. When I step into the ring this week, I plan to show you both just why I am the Suicidal Champion. I plan to bring everything I have and then some to the ring. You both have no idea what you're in store for... Be ready.. to fail."
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
I sat there and watched both what Parker and Kane both had to say... and I just shook my head. They were so full of it.
"Who do I reply to first. I mean hell... you both have your heads in a fucking cloud. What you need to do is step back into reality."
One thing that they both seemed to have in common, was their heads up one another's asses. I never knew someone could get their head that far up another's ass, but they proved me wrong.
"Parker, you say I took the title and might have well spit on it. Here, let me do you a solid, so you can't say I never did anything for you."
Picking up the title that was laying next to me I held it up, staring at it for a long moment before smirking. Nothing happened for the longest, until next thing I knew I was spitting on the title, giving Parker what she wanted. After doing so I turned it towards the camera, and laughed.
"You wanted me to disgrace the title.. there you have it toots. Mission accomplished. I have spit on the title. Spit on everything you love and care about oh so fucking much. Why? Because I don't give a damn. I don't care about you... or anything you love. It doesn't matter what you think you have done in your career... or done for me.. what matters is the here and now."
I stared at the camera hard, before dropping the title onto the floor not even caring.
"And right here... right now.. you are nothing. You say I never picked up a win... and yet I have the title you once carried. How? Because I pinned you. I WON PARKER. I beat you in the ring no matter how it happened, and you can't accept that. YOU never could accept defeat, and I doubt you ever will.
Instead you act like it never happened. Just like you act like you're not manipulating Kane right now. Having him in this match just to help YOU out. I am not you Parker. I will not sit there and spat with Kane knowing you are in this match as well. You and Logan made that mistake... and I will never be as stupid as you are.
You say I manipulated Kane... but all I did was what I said I was going to do. What we both said we were going to do.. make sure you and Logan had NOTHING. Mission Accomplished. We did that. Well... the Dying Breed and I did that. Kane just bitched after it happened. I can't wait until he sees the light after this match is over. I hope and pray karma gets him as much as it will get you."
That smirk never faded. Each time I stopped speaking it was there shinning through.
"So, you say you want Kane to win... what are you going to do if you happen to win Aubrey? Say it was an accident? Say you were just making sure it was not I who walked away with the title? I am sure you will come up with something in sane. Something that an idiot would believe.
Just like he believes I was holding him back. He blames me for him not getting anywhere in this business... but he wasn't getting anywhere on his own. I am the one that was sitting there working my ass off week in and week out. I was doing everything I could... and if it didn't work.. I tried harder. Good job getting him to think else wise though. I give you credit for being a manipulative bitch."
Winking at the camera right quick, I then continued.
"You say he could be going after Terry Marvin... yet he wanted to come at me. He is not in Terry's league. He never WILL be. He won't be going against Terry for any title, and if he did... I would be there at ringside just to laugh as he was pinned... showing the world how much of an ass he truly is. You here that Kane? I am referring to YOU after all."
Parker might think I was/am stupid, but I am far from it. I know exactly what she was working towards. She wanted to take everything from me, make sure I was by myself this week. I am fine with that. I am fine with her stacking the odds in her favor, and I can not wait until she shows the world... show's Kane who she really is. The type of person who sits back and watches as someone else does all the work, only to run in and take everything from them. She filled Kane's head with false beliefs. She got him to believe she will let him walk away with the Suicidal Championship... but no. She will take any chance she can to walk away with the title.. the title that I will be walking into the ring with... and the title that I will be walking away with as well. It is MINE.
"Don't think for one second I forgot about you Kane. Oh no. FAR from it. You are the most simple minded person I know. I swear... you will believe anything that is said to you. Well, this week you will see just how things really are on that side of the track.
This week, Parker will show you just how much of a bitch she can truly be. How can you go from hating her one day, to siding with her the next? Two-faced a bit much? Or maybe you're doing what everyone claims I am doing. Are you sitting there siding with Parker... working with Parker to make a name for yourself? I never worked with the bitch, I worked against her.
I never went looking to make a name for myself through anyone else. I did things the hard way. I worked my fucking ass off.. and Management seen that. I was not handed anything I didn't work my ass off for. I said time and time again that it doesn't matter if you win or lose... it matters that you keep working harder the next time around to try and improve. That is something I do each and every week.
Unlike you.. I don't sit there and not try. I put my all on the line.. I don't half ass anything. You on the other hand.. You are a joke, and you can only blame yourself for being one. LOOK at you. LOOK at the bitch you have become Kane. You want to change that? Take a long hard look in the mirror and realize you're not everything you claim you are. You are NOT the best thing on this earth. The best thing in this business. THE best ANYTHING. Someone GREAT wouldn't be held back by anyone else. Someone GREAT could do things even if they had dead weight following them.
Don't you for ONE SECOND blame me for your failings. YOU did this too yourself.. and this week.. this week once again you will be walking away a LOSER. This week, your eyes might finally be opened. You might realize that it is YOU who doesn't belong. It is YOU who should hang up your trunks and just walk away. Become the nothing you're already making yourself out to be. Become a bitch that is just a memory in the back of everyone else's mind.
You know I am right Kane. Deep down you know it is true.
You claim I am doing nothing but playing the victim card... and you know it is not true. If you wanted to address me.. you would have done it like a man. NOT in the middle of my match. YOU wanted to screw me Kane. You wanted to fuck me over, and no matter what else you might claim, everyone knows you are full of shit.
You can't stand this company, can't stand that no one recognized your talent. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Don't bitch and moan like the pussy you're making yourself out to be.
I thought you were better then that Kane. I thought you were someone that was WORTH having on the same side... if I would have known you were a two faced crying bitch who wanted the world handed to him.. I would have never bothered to speak to you in the first place.
You are doing the same thing every other person that has to face me does. Judging me when you don't know a damn thing about me. It's funny that you say all these things... because just months ago, you would have defended me if anyone else were to spit out the shit you're spitting. You're nothing but a fake Kane. You don't belong here... and you don't want to be here... so get the fuck out. Just walk away and make things easier for YOURSELF.
Get out before you make yourself out to be less then you already are.
I know who I am.
I know what I am capable of.
This week, you will both see that for yourself.
I am tired of simple people thinking they know what to expect from me.
Expect the unexpected. I have big things planned, and with or without this title.. they will happen.
This week means nothing to me.. what happens in the ring means nothing to me. What happens in the future... is everything.
You have been warned.
Prepare... because you will see soon enough what I am made of.
Believe me... Kaylyn James Evans is here to stay. I have big plans, and they don't include you."
