just a random post

[Jason Royce]

i am not bitching or moaning or any of that sort,

but it seems to me who ever the voters are seem to not want me to be champion for more then a week everyone i talked to siad my rps for the ppv were great and yet i lost, i am not trying to be a bitch but its true.

everytime i have a title it seems the mangement find away to either throw me into a title match right away almost right after i win that title hence the extreme title where in the wwe most of the champions do not defend their titles right after they win them.

take John Cena after winning at survivor series, cena did not defend on the raw the next night or the week after that so why did i hell when most of tese champs here seem to be allowed or some how not get booked right after a title win to defend that new ly won championship but yet everytime i win a title i am defending it right away.

in some ways to me that shows favoritetism, plain and simple their is no way that THK should have beat me my rps were way better and plus it should have been one on one between me and Carl cage for the title not a fatel four way.

i am not trying to piss anyone off but really every other champion i see like i said never defends their title right after they wn it esecpt me which is alittle stupid or is it the fact that none of you in APW wanna see me as a champion, i would love to know why i am always getting shit one i get no feed back on any of my rps, eveyone else does, and when i say that i disagree with results all iget is suck it up for everyone, what i wanna know is why am i always being shit on and not getting a really long title run like lively and shit.

i just feel that no matter how good my rps are your voters jeff seem to not want me as a champion or is it just you jeff, or is it that no one in this fed wanna give me a real chance. i think out of all the awards i am up for 2 where as trevor and dr matt , etc are up for almost all of them like i said favortiism plain and simple

[Twister]

See this comes off as bitching to me.

For the record, every title Ive held here I've defended damn near immediately, and honestly I wouldnt have it any other way. And seriously you won the strap a week before a pay per view... What you think winning a title means you get to take a vacation.

Yes Jason, your rps were good. Honestly to me they seemed a bit rushed though (yeah yeah I know we all have lives and sometimes have to throw something together to get a post up no one gets that as much as me - we deal) but like I said, they were good sure. But saying your rps were good doesnt mean the other ones were crappy. They were all just as good or better.

As a voter now I have to say theres no favoritism in anything I vote for. I have certain things I look for in RPs and who ever meets the most of them will get the nod from me.

As far as getting feed back goes... I never get any feedback either and Ive asked for it a time or two... I dont lose sleep over it though. I come here to RP because its fun to escape reality now and then and go into a different world, if I win my matches with said RPs great... If not, have you ever seen me complain about it?

Seriously I cant believe you compared yourself or APW to John Cena so Im gonna ignore that.

As for no one giving you a chance... Fuck me man, you've had more chances than anyone. Yeah you've improved, but remember man, as you are improving so is everyone else. Im just sayin. Stop takin it all so personally, its just supposed to be for fun. You think one of these belts is one day going to arrive in the mail so you can hold it in the air. It aint. If your not having fun - leave. NO Im not saying leave, personally, when your not compalining about losing, (actually I think Ive even seen you complain about winning a few times) i think your a cool guy on the boards.

You want to be a champion... Good. You want to have a run like Lively did... Even better. Hunger can fuel the best rpers. Keep it a game. Keep doing what your doing. Keep doing what you can to improve yourself. Jeff will see it, and will try to book you as he sees fit. One thing Ive always known about him, is he wont book you if he doesnt think you have a chance to win... and he certainly doesnt play favorites. For the big matches its about voting... and if you really needed Im sure he'd tell you what the count was for your match.

As for the YEA... Your up for pretty generic awards if I remember, and yeah people are gonna be up against you... Got nothing to do with favoritism... Just to do with what people have done in and or around the fed. Example match writers, graphic designers, epic storylines, etc. Lets call a spade a spade here, you werent in any real epic feuds with anyone... Although you could be in one coming up with THK if you play it right, and you dont write matches or really add in a lot of input besides rp for matches. The YEAs are about that extra stuff... If you really feel you deserve a spot in one of the award polls... instead of complaining publicly why dont you PM Jeff with your case and ask him.

Finally back to my original point... No one hates you, or is shitting on you... We all pull for the underdog... Your Rps are improving, take that for what its worth. Remember though, you can put up a good rp and still lose... Hell you think mine, or Trevors, or Matts, or Livelys or Links rps were bad? We all lost in our matches. We know it doesnt make our work worse... Just means someone got the better of us that time. Maybe a voter just saw something they liked better in another one. This stuff happens, theres a reason we dont all wig out about it.

Jason... Have fun with this, thats what its supposed to be for. Not about winning or losing. If you cant handle that, maybe you gotta rethink your position here.

Thats my two cents.

[Dr. Matt]

Go fuck yourself. Seriously. Don't fucking mention me without just cause. I am up for one fucking award, and that's OOC Person of the year, and that's because I spent months writing matches and making graphics.

I'm mentioned a few times in match of the year, but those are for the match writers; something, as far as I know, you don't do.

So, you are a fucking moron. Plain and fucking simple.

And as for your not wanting to defend the title, I hope you never get another fucking shot at one. People who bitch about having to defend don't deserve the title. What about when Sabur defended his title against Carl Cage the week after November Reign, hmmmm?

Jason Royce, I say this with every fiber of my being, go fuck yourself, you man-child.

[BDC]

First off, if you have a problem then you should ALWAYS go to the management via a pm, and keep all of this childish nonsense off the boards.

No one like losing, but that's life. You rpd, you lost, end of story.

You are making yourself look like a spoilt little child who has thrown his dummy out of the pram because he can't get his own way. So what's going to happen when you get a job, then lose it? Are you going to kick and scream in a tantrum until your old boss gives you your job back?

Seriously - think before you type, and ask yourself why the hell anyone in their right mind would hold you back in a silly little game? Efedding is a privilage offered to us my the hard working people behind the scenes. Without their passion for this hobby, we wouldn't have anywhere to go to express ourselves, and to escape real life.

Also, you try comparing yourself to people like Lively and Dr Matt, but, and I don't mean this in a horrible way, they have better grammar, and have more experience. Now I'm not saying you have to have an English degree or anything, but try starting our sentences with a capital letter, and learn to use commas etc in your overall writing, and you will see a HUGE difference. Read the work of the more succesfull people here, and even ask them for advice. On saying that though - if they don't answer you or give feedback then don't take it to heart. People have lives at the end of the day.

If I can help then let me know. I may be rusty when it comes to rping, but I've been doing this for a long time now, and I've been succesfull in every fed I've been in. It's all down to being humble, and showing the respect that's demanded of being in an efed.

The choice is yours basicaly.

[Dr. Matt]

Dec 30, 2008 10:16:25 GMT -4 BDC said:

Now I'm not saying you have to have an English degree or anything, but try starting our sentences with a capital letter, and learn to use commas etc in your overall writing, and you will see a HUGE difference.

You're wasting your time. We've literally been telling him this for at least 6 years.

[Jason Royce]

dr matt shut the fuck up man i am doing my best ok its just that i always seem to get fryed after winning a title and when i have to defend it it the next week i have nothing to rp with i have no ideas and yes those rps were alittle rushed and yes my grammer has gotten alot better and matt what gived you the fucking right to say what you said you little bitch i was just making some pioints not bitching i like what twister said dude at least he was being nice about it but you i have always known you as a dick how y o take your dick and go sit on it ok i was just making a point if this feud goes as planed and i win that title back the only thing is that if i do win it to at least get a week off defending it so i can work on some ideas for championship rp matches that is all i am asking and julien man pm sometime and we can talk ok dr matt can suck my dick also julian if you have msn add me at [e-mail] ok dude

[Dr. Matt]

I told you off because you brought up my fucking name when I did nothing.

You brought me into this, douchebag.

[Your JESUS]

Dancemaster......



HAHAHAHAHA!!

[Jason Royce]

i am sorry ok matt, i did not mean to piss you off at all i am just saying that it seems that all the guys like you and trevor, and sabur, i wanna as good as them my rpos get better every week, i just think that their has to be something i can do to make my rps better i mean i do use song lyrics that i think work for the rp other then that i love being here and being a champion and matt i did not like what you said about not wanting me as a champion i am taking what twister said to heart i know their is no way i am going to be as good or better then all you main eventers but hey at least i can try lol

[BDC]

Well as far as I see it, this is a cry for help.

I know I'm new, and there's probably been things said and done beofre this and whatever, but maybe we should all chill out, and try to sort the problem out.

Royce, if you feel burned out after winning a title or whatever, ask Jeff for a break. Having a week off is sometimes a good thing - as long as you don't take the piss. Also, having a week off doesn't mean you get to have a non title match just so you can have the prestigue of being a champ for an extra week. If you are allowed the week off, contribute through providing segments etc.

As for your grammer, the first thing you HAVE to do is to start a sentence with a capital letter. Also, every time you say "I", you use it as a capital letter.

So, to take the post you recently wrote and fix it gramaticaly (although I'm no expert by any means):

"I am sorry ok Matt! I did not mean to piss you off at all etc etc"

I'm willing to help, but at the same time I will say that if you don't listen then you are on your own, fair?

First off though, forget about what's been in the past, and concentrate on the future.

[Jason Royce]

I get where you are coming from dude. i will use that lol i love the new card of the new year but i do have to put one more point up see THK just wins the title and get a week off from defendng it, like i said but i love my match Julian, like isaid add me to msn man and we can talk

[BDC]

First and last chance regarding me helping you.

You didn't need to mention THK having a week off, and you need to learn when to keep quiet. One more, and you are on your own.

[President Jeff]

Ok, I'm sick and tired right now. But my voice now needs to be heard/ A lot of what you said Jason is pure bull shit.

How dare you Jason for accusing me of being Bias. How fuckin dare you. I am far from being Bias.

You want to start a post saying that your not bitching or anything, and then you trash the way I run my fed. I'd like to see you open a fed Jason and keep it running, even though hard times and have consistantly detailed results where never once was a show posted with one line results. Not one. No one ever complains but you. So I'm calling everyone out right now. If anyone has a problem with how I run things, with how I book things, then speak now.

You want to bring up the Year End Awards. Have you looked at the cadegories and nominations. Except for "Match of the Year" (Which is basically an award for the match writer) I don't think there's anyone who's nominated for more than 2 awards, except for maybe 1 or 2 people. But the year end awards don't mean much. Bragging rights, that's about it. The Year End awards to meant for the people who been here a long time to take a look back and reflect on what we've done in the past year, and hopefully, for the newer people, to take a look back and learn something from Year 1 of APW.

You win a title two weeks before a Pay Per View Jason. What the hell we're you suspecting, that you would defend the title next year. Come on now Jason, Its a PAY PER VIEW, you had a FEUD for the title. Carl Cage earned his title shot at November Reign. Fyre Angel gets her rematch. And the Hardcore Kid was just as much deserving of a title shot than you we're.

Then you have the balls to "Make a point" That the Hardcore Kid has a week off from defending his title. Well guess what Jason, so did you. Remember the match you had the week after you won the title. Come on man, be serious. Does this mean that I have to make Julian Bale and Streets Wilson defend the tag titles right away. Do I put Sabur in another World Title match. Lets be real here man. Get your head out of your ass and look at the whole picture. And When you we're a tag champ, you only defended you title on a PPV

I treat everyone the same. Some of the people who RP here I've known for pretty much my whole efedding career. It can be easy for me to just have them win all the time over the new guys who come in. That would be Bias. Hell, Dr. Matt is my friend in Real Life and you don't see me giving him any special benifits. The guys bust his ass off just as much as the next person, and he deserves everything that's he's ever gotten in this game

I have voters voting on certain match as a way to keep everything fair. When I ask someone to vote on a match, I know what to expect out of them, in regards to judging it fairly. They have nothing to gain from "screwing you over" I have nothing to gain"

The Matter of fact is that I could care less who wins or loses. It doesn't matter to me. Wins and Losses, don't mean anything, why? Because, yes, this is a game, and yes we all like to win and no one likes to lose, BUT when you start getting an ego, and think you should win, when the matter of fact that most matches can go either way. When you start being obsessed about winning, the fun stops. the idea's stop. efedding becomes a chore and you just don't want to do it. Trust me, I've been there.

This is why I want everyone to just roleplay about wrestling. Do your best. If you win, you win, you lose, you lose. What's important is having fun, and creating interesting and exciting storylines, writing segments for shows, just being more involved with your character is a whole lot funner I think than just writing an RP. Personally, when I have an idea for a feud and storyline, my RP's just easily comes out with out thinking. We don't get paid for doing this. This game doesn't pay our bills. We all have lives out side of this game. Sometimes you have to ask yourself why do you do this. Well I do it because I love wrestling, and for me, Wrestling sucks right now and I want to bring any fantasy's I've had growing up, and now for matches/storylines,ect, to life. And while I'm doing that, I'm meeting a lot of great people along the way.

So Jason, before you open your mouth next time and make youself look like a total douche, take a look at the bigger picture, because I've been booking show and stuff for like almost 4 years now. I know what I'm doing, trust me.

[The Paragon of Hardcore]

Jason Royce is a douche. He's a nice guy but he bitches constantly. We know this. Why do we continue responding to it and getting all worked up? I've personally been trying to help him since CWF. I gave up a while ago.

And the voters seem to like me? When was the last time I won at a PPV? Seriiously? Trevor Blackwell has Main Evented more PPVs (five by my count) then anyone else in APW... and he's lost every damn one... even ones I seriously think he should've won. And I don't come on here bitching. I just beat the shit out of the guy in my next roleplay. It is what it is.

[fyreangel]

Jason,

its a game hon..you cant take it seriously. YOu cant complain that you lost a match hell Kristina and I lost to you and THK i take it with a grain of salt. Its not a matter of life and death at least to those who been in the game (excuse the pun) for a while. I didnt r/p for the title match becasue I have a life outside of the fed and I've let jeff know this. I really dont ask for Feedback on my r/ps because I know how well I can do as a writer. like jamin said you lose you make yourself better and either challenege the person to a rematch OR beat the ever loving shit out of them plain and simple.

[Jason Royce]

ok i get everything ok i am sorry for everything i have done and to all i have pissed off its just the way i felt at that time, i mean, when i rp i put my soul into those rps and when i win i love it when i lose yes i do get pissed off and maybe i am going to use it more towards my rps then posting this shit like i always do and jeff to you i am really sorry for running your name into the mud dude yo uare a great to work with and in some ways dude i think of you as a good friend i should not have said that but i was in a mood that i need to voice how i felt and again i am sorry hope you all can forgive me that is it my rp should be up by saturday i hope if not sunday lol

["The Hottest Shit Going"]

cool lol i just glad we workd it out jason lol i think things lol got out of lol control lol get ur rp up plez cause i im stoked about our match lol cool far as i am concerned this thread is done lol wait im not jeff, and my name isnt connor oriely lol jason did you miss the fights from the connor oriely era lol is that why you started this one lol man you sily guy lol now go get ur rp up lol

(By the way my fingers were itching to hit the shift button the whole time, and I had to go back and uncapatolize one word...damn thats tough, lol or as I sa HA!)

[Twister]

Cant say HA... That would be a capital no wait 2... 2 capital letters ah ah ahhh not to mention the punctuation ! Geez

I really hope this is the last we have to deal with this. Im just sayin.