Post by aCe on Mar 21, 2012 16:56:19 GMT -4
2 Years Ago
Beep…. Beep… Beep…
:: Slowly but surely my heartbeat was on an irregular pattern, but a pattern none the less. I could hear a bit of commotion going on around me and I really didn’t feel like coming back to reality just yet. I’ll just pretend to sleep and I can muster up something to in a little bit that’ll explain this all. ::
20 minutes later
:: I slowly spread my eyes up to the pretty lit hospital room. Familiar faces were all around me smiles crossen most of their faces, tears comen down from a few, the first one to walk up to was my Mother. ::
“I thought that I had lost you Scott “ :: My nickname from her, she whipped a tear from her cheek. :: “ Please do something about this we can’t lose you Xavier, I love you too much. “
:: I couldn’t say a word to my mother but I just nodded my head to her. We had are little talk without sayen much of a word, we didn’t need to. She squeezed my hand and slowly took a step back. My dad was the next one to step up. ::
“I know your gonna turn this somehow into a positive situation for yourself Xavier. You’re not weak at all son, keep your chin up and keep kicken ass. “
:: He patted me on the arm ::
“Thanks dad. “
:: We both smiled a bit to each other. We never really were close, nothing like me and my momma dukes relationship. I’m a momma’s boy what can I say? So If I make this event mean something good in my life it would be for her more so than him. But he walked away and my nigga Kerwin stepped up. He was one of the few good people I still had around me. He smiled for a few seconds and shook his head. ::
“Dayum nigga the things you do to get some attenchun boy. You know that I owe you an ass whoopen for this one dawg. “
:: He kept on talken but I thought of something, a tear rolled down from my eyes ::
“I’m sorry Kidd “ :: My nickname for him. I looked at him. :: “ I’m sorry that I lied to you. “
:: He threw his hand up towards my direction. ::
“ Man I saw you up at Mist a couple weeks ago, I knew that you was still on dat shit, keep fuckin wit dat boy. “ :: Nickname for heroin :: “ And he def will stab you in da back fa sho. Make sure you hit me up when you get out this bitch aight? “
:: I nodded my head to him and we dapped each other up before he exited out of the room. Last person was my best friend Kelly, once a girlfriend now just kind of like my wing women. Always looken out for me when she could. I could tell she had been crying heavily as she pulled back her hair to the side, behind her ear. She walked up slowly and grabbed my hand. ::
“I’m gonna be with you on this ride. I’m gonna help you anyway that I can babe. But you know what you gotta do right? “
:: I already knew and nodded my head. :: “ Pathways “ :: Which is a rehab center located in Annapolis Maryland. I was deffinantly in need of all the support I could get. :: “ You’ll come and see me while I’m there right? “
:: She nodded her head. :: “ Of course I will Xavier, the first chance that they’ll let me in, I’m there. “ :: She froze for a second. :: “ MPW Brian Boyels I think his name was called you. “
“Oh yeah? Did he? “ :: He only calls to fire people :: “ They release me didn’t they? “ :: I already knew the answer and she confirmed it with a head nod. :: “ Damn can’t use my job as an excuse not to go now “
:: We both laughed for a second. :: “ See sweetheart, nothing is holding you back from this now. Trust me I know you’ll get back in MPW and be doing great things again in the future. Your such a strong person Xavier, I know your gonna do awesome things. But let’s take it one day at a time ok? “
“Sounds like a plan to me. Will you do me a favor though sweetie? “
“Of course I will what is it? “
“Will you call Pathways for me? You have all of my personal information and its Saturday night, so they won’t accept me until Monday anyways. So I’ll just chill up in here until Monday mornen and go home, pack, and head off to Annapolis from there. “
“ Alright I can do that, and how about I come and pick you up Monday morning and we go straight from here, I’ll have a bag packed for you. “
:: I couldn’t help but to smile, she knew if I had my own wheels the place I’d go to before Pathways would be Monroe St. Westside of Baltimore. ::
“Alright that deff sounds like a plan then. I will see you Monday morning then? “ :: She nodded her head. :: “ Can you do me another HUGE favor please? “
“Anything. “ :: She giggled a bit ::
“Can you get everyone out of here? I just wanna chill here and watch the game in peace for once in a long time. “
:: She rolled her eyes and just nodded her head. ::
“You’re lucky I have mad love for Yah Xavier. “
:: We both flashed smiles to each other and Kelly worked her magic to get everyone the hell outta the room. I didn’t watch much of that game. I was read for change in my life, I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. ::
PRESENT DAY
:: I slammed the brakes on as I cruised up to my sparking spot at my apartment complex. My mom said she had some news to tell me and so my manager Mickey Conning. Mickey was the first I saw standing outside of his Dodge Charger. He threw his cigarette away as he saw me strollen up. ::
“I told you I hate the smell of dem things dawg. “
“Sorry Bossman wasn’t expecting you to be here so soon. “
“So what’s good? What’s the big news I gotta hear? And did you tell my mom already about the news? “
:: He looked at me confused. :: “Nah I haven’t spoken to her about it, I figured once I told you then you could tell her, that’s totally up to you. Why you ask that? “
“Nevamind then she told me she needed to tell something and I didn’t know if this was it. But what’s good then? This is good right? “
“ The president of APW action Packed wrestling Hurricane Jeff called me today and would like you to fly out to Indianapolis Indiana and talk with them. “
“ Mann you betta not be maken this shit up homie. I’ve been doing little promotions for the last couple of months and to get a shot like this? Fuckin could be GOLDEN my dude! “
:: I was pretty psyched to hear this news and we dapped each other up, given man hugs to each other. He lightly smacked my cheek. ::
“You bout to be in the big leagues Xavier Nova or should I start callen you ACE again?”
:: My ring name and I loved the sound of it. But thinken about this I had to call Kelly and let her know the big news. I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and was about to hit dial. ::
“Xavier its Kelly babe... she passed away today. “
:: I looked up to see my momma dukes only for a split moment before my head sank into her shoulders and there I bawled my eyes out. My back support was gone. What was I gonna do now? ::
[glow=red,2,300]Fight Like Always[/glow]
Beep…. Beep… Beep…
:: Slowly but surely my heartbeat was on an irregular pattern, but a pattern none the less. I could hear a bit of commotion going on around me and I really didn’t feel like coming back to reality just yet. I’ll just pretend to sleep and I can muster up something to in a little bit that’ll explain this all. ::
20 minutes later
:: I slowly spread my eyes up to the pretty lit hospital room. Familiar faces were all around me smiles crossen most of their faces, tears comen down from a few, the first one to walk up to was my Mother. ::
“I thought that I had lost you Scott “ :: My nickname from her, she whipped a tear from her cheek. :: “ Please do something about this we can’t lose you Xavier, I love you too much. “
:: I couldn’t say a word to my mother but I just nodded my head to her. We had are little talk without sayen much of a word, we didn’t need to. She squeezed my hand and slowly took a step back. My dad was the next one to step up. ::
“I know your gonna turn this somehow into a positive situation for yourself Xavier. You’re not weak at all son, keep your chin up and keep kicken ass. “
:: He patted me on the arm ::
“Thanks dad. “
:: We both smiled a bit to each other. We never really were close, nothing like me and my momma dukes relationship. I’m a momma’s boy what can I say? So If I make this event mean something good in my life it would be for her more so than him. But he walked away and my nigga Kerwin stepped up. He was one of the few good people I still had around me. He smiled for a few seconds and shook his head. ::
“Dayum nigga the things you do to get some attenchun boy. You know that I owe you an ass whoopen for this one dawg. “
:: He kept on talken but I thought of something, a tear rolled down from my eyes ::
“I’m sorry Kidd “ :: My nickname for him. I looked at him. :: “ I’m sorry that I lied to you. “
:: He threw his hand up towards my direction. ::
“ Man I saw you up at Mist a couple weeks ago, I knew that you was still on dat shit, keep fuckin wit dat boy. “ :: Nickname for heroin :: “ And he def will stab you in da back fa sho. Make sure you hit me up when you get out this bitch aight? “
:: I nodded my head to him and we dapped each other up before he exited out of the room. Last person was my best friend Kelly, once a girlfriend now just kind of like my wing women. Always looken out for me when she could. I could tell she had been crying heavily as she pulled back her hair to the side, behind her ear. She walked up slowly and grabbed my hand. ::
“I’m gonna be with you on this ride. I’m gonna help you anyway that I can babe. But you know what you gotta do right? “
:: I already knew and nodded my head. :: “ Pathways “ :: Which is a rehab center located in Annapolis Maryland. I was deffinantly in need of all the support I could get. :: “ You’ll come and see me while I’m there right? “
:: She nodded her head. :: “ Of course I will Xavier, the first chance that they’ll let me in, I’m there. “ :: She froze for a second. :: “ MPW Brian Boyels I think his name was called you. “
“Oh yeah? Did he? “ :: He only calls to fire people :: “ They release me didn’t they? “ :: I already knew the answer and she confirmed it with a head nod. :: “ Damn can’t use my job as an excuse not to go now “
:: We both laughed for a second. :: “ See sweetheart, nothing is holding you back from this now. Trust me I know you’ll get back in MPW and be doing great things again in the future. Your such a strong person Xavier, I know your gonna do awesome things. But let’s take it one day at a time ok? “
“Sounds like a plan to me. Will you do me a favor though sweetie? “
“Of course I will what is it? “
“Will you call Pathways for me? You have all of my personal information and its Saturday night, so they won’t accept me until Monday anyways. So I’ll just chill up in here until Monday mornen and go home, pack, and head off to Annapolis from there. “
“ Alright I can do that, and how about I come and pick you up Monday morning and we go straight from here, I’ll have a bag packed for you. “
:: I couldn’t help but to smile, she knew if I had my own wheels the place I’d go to before Pathways would be Monroe St. Westside of Baltimore. ::
“Alright that deff sounds like a plan then. I will see you Monday morning then? “ :: She nodded her head. :: “ Can you do me another HUGE favor please? “
“Anything. “ :: She giggled a bit ::
“Can you get everyone out of here? I just wanna chill here and watch the game in peace for once in a long time. “
:: She rolled her eyes and just nodded her head. ::
“You’re lucky I have mad love for Yah Xavier. “
:: We both flashed smiles to each other and Kelly worked her magic to get everyone the hell outta the room. I didn’t watch much of that game. I was read for change in my life, I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. ::
PRESENT DAY
:: I slammed the brakes on as I cruised up to my sparking spot at my apartment complex. My mom said she had some news to tell me and so my manager Mickey Conning. Mickey was the first I saw standing outside of his Dodge Charger. He threw his cigarette away as he saw me strollen up. ::
“I told you I hate the smell of dem things dawg. “
“Sorry Bossman wasn’t expecting you to be here so soon. “
“So what’s good? What’s the big news I gotta hear? And did you tell my mom already about the news? “
:: He looked at me confused. :: “Nah I haven’t spoken to her about it, I figured once I told you then you could tell her, that’s totally up to you. Why you ask that? “
“Nevamind then she told me she needed to tell something and I didn’t know if this was it. But what’s good then? This is good right? “
“ The president of APW action Packed wrestling Hurricane Jeff called me today and would like you to fly out to Indianapolis Indiana and talk with them. “
“ Mann you betta not be maken this shit up homie. I’ve been doing little promotions for the last couple of months and to get a shot like this? Fuckin could be GOLDEN my dude! “
:: I was pretty psyched to hear this news and we dapped each other up, given man hugs to each other. He lightly smacked my cheek. ::
“You bout to be in the big leagues Xavier Nova or should I start callen you ACE again?”
:: My ring name and I loved the sound of it. But thinken about this I had to call Kelly and let her know the big news. I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and was about to hit dial. ::
“Xavier its Kelly babe... she passed away today. “
:: I looked up to see my momma dukes only for a split moment before my head sank into her shoulders and there I bawled my eyes out. My back support was gone. What was I gonna do now? ::
[glow=red,2,300]Fight Like Always[/glow]
